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April 9th, 2004

The Taming of Sirius Black 8/8 @ 03:05 pm

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It's complete! This is the last part of "The Taming of Sirius Black" -- I hope you enjoy it. :)

Parts 1-7 can be found here, and I'll be putting the final edited version on my website soon.


"Come to my room tonight after dinner. It's time for me to claim you properly."

Remus' words, murmured in Sirius' ear before they went down to breakfast, echoed in Sirius' mind on an endless loop. He heard them as he went through the motions of table conversation, as he tended to Buckbeak, as he went to help clean up the doxy infestation in one of the guest bedrooms.

He'd woken up in Remus' arms that morning -- a first. He'd never spent the entire night with Remus before, but he thought it was probably a sign that Remus wanted the contact as much as he did after being apart for a week and dealing with a strict punishment immediately after. Whatever the reason, he didn't question it, and he certainly didn't complain; he'd enjoyed waking up to the feel of Remus spooned up tightly against him, one arm draped possessively around his waist, Remus' breath warming the back of his neck. He wanted a lifetime of mornings like that.

Although Sirius tried to keep himself busy, the hours crawled by; he even found himself volunteering to help Molly polish the silver just to pass the time. It didn't help that Remus disappeared that afternoon without mentioning where he was going; Sirius had hoped he might be able to persuade Remus to move whatever nocturnal activities he had planned to the afternoon, but that hope was dashed.

Remus returned shortly before dinner, looking pleased with himself, but he merely smiled and said nothing when Sirius raised a questioning eyebrow at him as they made their way to the kitchen. Molly had made roast chicken, one of Sirius' favorites, but it was all he could do to keep from fidgeting in his chair throughout the meal. He managed to swallow a few bites and spent the rest of the time mentally hurrying Remus, wanting him to eat faster. He hadn't felt this excited and anticipatory over anything since Christmas as a child, and this was one present he was quite eager to unwrap. He'd been waiting for it a very long time, and now that it was almost in his reach, he felt like he might combust if Remus didn't stop slicing up his carrots so slowly and just eat, damn it!

But Remus didn't rush, and Sirius sighed and tried not to squirm and ignored Molly when she asked if he had ants in his pants.

Finally, Remus finished his plate, and he smiled and thanked Molly for the meal before pushing back his chair and rising to his feet. He glanced across the table at Sirius, and Sirius' breath caught in his throat when he saw the desire kindling in Remus' eyes and the "come hither" slant of his smile. At that, Sirius almost knocked his chair over in his haste to leap to his feet and follow Remus out.

By the time they got upstairs and the door of Remus' bedroom was closed and locked behind them, Sirius was ready to tear his clothes off then and there and leap onto the bed, but instead of beginning to undress or reaching to undress Sirius, Remus went straight to his dresser and picked up a small box tied with a red ribbon.

"I have something for you," he said, offering the box to Sirius.

"You shouldn't have--"

"I wanted to." Remus moved closer, still holding out the box, and Sirius reached out to take it, surprised and pleased.

He untied the ribbon and then pried open the lid. Inside, nestled in a bed of tissue paper, was a black leather collar. Stunned, he picked it up and let the box fall to the floor, smoothing the collar between his fingers as he stared down at it. A collar. Remus had bought him a collar.

He looked up at last, looked at Remus and wanted to say something, but he didn't know what to say. He knew what this meant: Remus had accepted their dynamic completely and wanted to claim Sirius as his own. He belonged to Remus, and Remus knew it. Felt it. Wanted it enough to give Sirius an outward sign of his acceptance.

"Will you put it on for me?" he asked at last, and Remus smiled and nodded.

"You like it, then?" Remus asked as he took the collar from Sirius' hand.

Sirius knelt at Remus' feet and lifted his hair out of the way, tilting his chin up to give Remus access to his throat. "I'll never take it off." He rested his hands on Remus' hips, wanting contact as Remus fastened the collar around his neck, feeling as though his heart was full enough to burst.

"Is that too tight?"

"It's perfect." He reached up and stroked it, turning his head to feel the rub of the leather against his skin, and then he gazed up at Remus, meeting his eyes. "I'm yours."

"Yes." Remus stroked his cheek and then let his fingers trail along Sirius' jaw and down to his throat. "You're mine. Always."

With that, he grasped Sirius' shoulders and helped him up, immediately pulling him into a deep, demanding kiss; Sirius whimpered with need as he flung his arms around Remus and pressed against him, parting his lips and eagerly drawing Remus' questing tongue deeper. His whimpers turned to moans when Remus began mouthing kisses along his neck and nipping at his earlobe, and he slid his hands down Remus' back to clutch his arse, feeling a surge of smug pleasure when Remus gasped and then bit his ear harder in response.

Reaching between them, Remus yanked roughly at the fastening of Sirius' robes, not caring if he ripped the fabric or popped a few buttons in the process, and Sirius felt as if his knees might give way at any moment at that. He'd deliberately chosen not to wear underpants beneath his robes, thus when the abused garment fell to the floor, he was left naked, and he could see Remus' eyes darken with arousal at the sight.

"On the bed. Now." Remus' husky voice was low, but it carried in the silent room, and Sirius hastened to obey, leaping onto the bed and sprawling on his back, panting as he watched Remus begin to undress just as quickly and impatiently, pausing only long enough to put his wand on the bedside table.

Mere moments later, Remus was naked as well, but Sirius scarcely had time to enjoy the sight before Remus was in bed with him, pouncing on top of him, covering him. He gasped, his eyes nearly rolling back in his head with the pleasure of skin against skin, and he wrapped his arms around Remus' shoulders, drawing him down, and rubbed himself against Remus, wanting more of the delicious sensation.

Remus settled his hips between Sirius' legs and rocked against him, letting their erection rub together, and Sirius moaned and rocked with him, feeling as though he would never get enough of this exquisite bliss no matter how many times they made love. He arched up as Remus trailed hot, open-mouthed kisses down his chest, his fingers digging into Remus' shoulders, his moans growing louder as Remus' tongue swirled in his navel. But instead of continuing down, Remus moved back up and closed his mouth over Sirius' nipple, laving it with broad swipes of his tongue, and Sirius began to writhe beneath him, his breathing growing ragged. He didn't know if he could stand much more foreplay, or rather, he didn't want to stand it -- he'd been fantasizing about having sex with Remus for years, waiting for it for weeks, and it was finally happening, and he wanted it now.

"Please!" he gasped, and Remus lifted his head and gave him a predatory grin.

"Please what?"

"Please fuck me. I need it -- need you -- so much." Sirius gazed up at him with pleading eyes, his body taut and quivering beneath Remus'.

"Tell me."

Sirius didn't have to ask what he meant. "I'm yours," he said immediately, tipping his chin up and baring his throat to Remus. "I belong to you. Only you, always."

"Mine." Remus drew his nose along the length of Sirius' neck as if scenting him and then nudged the collar aside before fastening his teeth on Sirius' throat, biting hard, and Sirius cried out with pleasure and pain, clinging to Remus with desperate need as he offered himself up unreservedly.

"Yours, I'm yours. Always yours alone, my master." Bending his knees, he spread his legs and angled his hips up. "Fuck me. Take me. Claim me and make me yours forever."

Remus flung out one arm and groped on the bedside table for his wand until his fingers closed around it, and then he tapped Sirius' hip, murmuring a stretching spell followed by a lubrication spell, and Sirius gasped at the odd sensations, shivering when he realized his fantasy was about to turn into reality. He felt the head of Remus' cock pushing inside him, and he cried out, not from pain but from the sheer pleasure and relief of finally feeling Remus inside him, of finally being claimed by his master. He snapped his hips up and clamped both hands on Remus' arse, trying to push him even deeper, not caring if it hurt; he just wanted to feel Remus buried inside him, to know that they were joined at last as they were meant to be.

"Take me fuck me do it please..."

And then Remus thrust deep and hard, and Sirius thrust against him, feeling so stretched and filled but wanting him even deeper. It was good, so good, so much better than any fantasy, and it was real. Remus was really inside him, filling him, fucking him, moving with him, and he surrendered himself completely, offering his body as a willing vessel for Remus' pleasure.

He felt Remus shift his angle with each thrust until suddenly his cock was stroking that sensitive gland with each thrust, and Sirius threw his head back as a strangled cry escaped his throat, intoxicated by the intense sensation. He rocked with Remus, matching his rhythm and meeting each thrust with eager hunger, and then Remus slid his hand between their bodies and grasped Sirius' cock, stroking it roughly. Tossing his head on the pillow, Sirius fought to hold off his orgasm, not wanting it to end so soon, but his body needed release, and he'd been too wound up for too long, and it only took a few pumps of Remus' fists before it became too much, and he came hard and fast, his lungs too desperate for air to let him scream out his pleasure as he longed to do.

Lifting his hand to his mouth, Remus licked it clean, watching Sirius intently all the while, and Sirius moaned at the sight as he sprawled, limp and sated, beneath Remus. But then Remus braced himself over Sirius and began to move again, and Sirius mustered the energy to move with him, groaning with pleasure as Remus let his control slip, pounding into Sirius with relentless abandon.

"Yes yes fuck me use me..." he chanted encouragement, clutching Remus' shoulders, watching him raptly as he neared release.

With a hoarse cry, Remus surged deep with one last, slamming thrust and came, shuddering in the aftermath of his release, and Sirius curved his arms around him, drawing him down and holding him close. Panting, Remus rested atop Sirius and nuzzled his nose against Sirius' throat, tangling his legs with Sirius' as they lay entwined.

"Mine," he murmured.

"Yours," Sirius agreed, stroking Remus' back in slow caresses from shoulder to hip and he rubbed his cheek against the top of Remus' head. "My master," he whispered, giving Remus a little squeeze, and he could feel Remus' smile against his skin as he relaxed in the circle of Sirius' arms.

"My good boy." Remus reached up to stroke Sirius' collar tenderly. "Always my good boy."

Smiling, Sirius closed his eyes and relaxed, sated and, for the first time since his escape, experiencing a moment of pure, unconditional happiness. It had been a slow process, but the end result was worth it. He knew they had more obstacles to face before the war was over, but they were together now, and that was all that mattered. Within Remus' embrace, Sirius knew that he was accepted completely, and that he had a place where he fit perfectly. It was his place, belonging to him alone.

For the first time, Sirius had a home.
 

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From:[info]eumenides1
Date: April 9th, 2004 - 07:11 pm
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Well, that produced some highly inappropriate sensations at work. Hot! I really loved this story - thanks for writing it!
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From:[info]froda_baggins
Date: April 9th, 2004 - 07:12 pm
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Rough, pounding, yet sweet and with a bitter hint of angst. Wonderful.
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From:[info]pinkwafer
Date: April 9th, 2004 - 07:15 pm
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Collar! He bought Sirius a collar! *shivers in delight*

Lovely, absolutely lovely my dear. Sirius wasn't the only one squirming in anticipation and what a reward. ;) Very hot.

Loved the ending, sweet and adorable. I'm glad this is from Sirius' POV, it would be too sad if it were from Remus' knowing what happens next.
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From:[info]lizardspots
Date: April 9th, 2004 - 07:24 pm
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*gulp* Well, I finally mustered up the courage to read this series of yours. And. I. Just. GAHHHHHH. Um, why exactly did I not want to read this??? Oh wow. Just. So intense. Every moment in this fic was loaded with emotion and UST and delicious longing and OOOOOH!!

Don't tell anyone, but I think I've become a bit more amenable to Remus/Sirius after this fic *looks around cautiously*
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From:[info]rikibeth
Date: April 9th, 2004 - 07:32 pm
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Yum. Oh, and the last paragraph -- this is the first time I've ever been sorry that Sirius died. You can be proud of yourself for that.

Great story.
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From:[info]marinarusalka
Date: April 9th, 2004 - 07:37 pm
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Yay! I've been waiting with mounting anticipation for this final chaper, and it totally lived up to expectations. So hot and sweet. And Sirius in a collar is the sexiest thing ever. *drool*
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From:[info]maeglinyedi
Date: April 9th, 2004 - 07:39 pm
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What a hot conclusion of a great fic. I've enjoyed reading it very much and I'm still very happy you gave this pairing a shot. Lovely, lovely, lovely. :-)
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From:[info]september1967
Date: April 9th, 2004 - 07:52 pm
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That was a sexy series! Thanks so much for writing it:)

Bertina
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From:[info]prettypuddle
Date: April 9th, 2004 - 08:20 pm
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Wow, Sirius actually gets a collar! That's just the icing on the cake that is this fic for me. Normally, I'm not much of a fan of this pairing, but you threw in such a different perspective - not to mention bucket loads of dom!Remus - I simply could not resist. Thanks for all the smut and sweetness!
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From:[info]srichard
Date: April 9th, 2004 - 08:21 pm
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Oh, just wonderfully hot and tender and perfect. I am so glad you wrote this story, I've so much enjoyed watching the development.
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From:[info]florahart
Date: April 9th, 2004 - 08:45 pm
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You are kill.ing.me. with authoritative Remus these last couple of days, you know.

Jesus.
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From:[info]ficbymarks
Date: April 9th, 2004 - 08:56 pm
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Nnggahhuhh. Yes. I can't help but feel a little sad as I always do when I read Sirius/Remus fics that take place during OotP, but gahhh, one cannot ignore the HOT. That was so good. I agree with maeglin -- so glad you gave the pairing a shot!

And flora says Remus is aggressive in SoM? *ears perk up* Had time to read, saw both fics posted, decided to go with this first, then to my beloved soap fix. *trots off*
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From:[info]hypatia_29
Date: April 9th, 2004 - 09:06 pm
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(le sigh) A satisfying end to one of the few Sirius/Remus fics I've ever been able to read through to the end. Although it's still difficult to ignore that little problem of the rest of Sirius's life being counted in months (or weeks... days?). Oh well. Still really liked this.
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From:[info]courteneyblack
Date: April 9th, 2004 - 09:30 pm
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Oh wow. This entire series is just incredible! I adore authoratative!Remus. And I especially love the gradual build up here, the progression from Sirius deciding what he wants to actually getting it. And I especially love the part where he sits at Remus' feet in the library like a faithful puppy. So adorable! :)
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From:[info]its_art
Date: April 9th, 2004 - 10:02 pm
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That was so beautiful. I actually felt my self tearing up a bit at the last line. Aww... Poor Sirius and Remus!

Hot and sweet. My favourite.

You did a great job!
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From:[info]supergrover24
Date: April 9th, 2004 - 10:02 pm
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I just read this entire series in one go. Oh my god. I have come completely undone by this. Sirius needing Remus to own him...and Remus' initial reluctance, culminating in this. I just...I think you killed me.

And I can't help being so sad that it's pre-veil, and wondering if in your head Sirius makes it back home, back to Remus, or if he's just...gone...and Remus is all alone, and now I'm going to go cry.
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From:[info]koneko_meow
Date: April 9th, 2004 - 10:18 pm
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Ahh...this was terrific! Very hot...yay for collars and Molly asking Sirius if he had ants in his pants was just too cute.
In the back of my mind though....I feel horrible for Remus because of Sirius' death. >>;
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From:[info]jedi_penguin
Date: April 9th, 2004 - 10:38 pm
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What a terrific ending to a fabulous story! I've loved all of it, but this final chapter was just, just... perfect. Thanks for writing!
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From:[info]asphodeline
Date: April 9th, 2004 - 11:26 pm
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oooh!
my jaw's on the floor somewhere, must go and look....
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From:[info]misted_oracle
Date: April 10th, 2004 - 12:03 am
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man, oh man, hotness!

Wow, I'm so completely in love with this story, and this was such a great ending! I enjoyed it completely!

Very nice, hope you do some more of this dynamic soon!
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From:[info]kat_denton
Date: April 10th, 2004 - 12:34 am
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so bittersweet, yet hot. I have avoided Sirius, since reading OtP, but you are changing my mind *G*.
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From:[info]rosesanguina
Date: April 10th, 2004 - 02:19 am
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Ohhhhh god, McKay, I'm torn between squeeing fanatically at how PERFECT this ending is and bawling my eyes out because it's over. I absolutely adore this dynamic that you've crafted, and the story was not only hot but also sweet as all hell. I am thoroughly in love.
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From:[info]leogryffin
Date: April 10th, 2004 - 04:30 am
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Wow...uh...yeah...*incoherent*

Nice hot smutty ending there. Excellent.
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From:[info]miazilla
Date: April 10th, 2004 - 07:14 pm
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That collar was just soooooo prefect *g* Nad hot sex! yay-ness :) I really shouldn't read anything by you when my parents are home ;) And the ending! *sobbs* Sad, sad, sad. I adore Rmeus/Sirius but oh, that it HAS to end that way... angst!
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From:[info]ekaterinn
Date: April 11th, 2004 - 08:40 am
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Very nice indeed - and I mean that, because I think this is the first D/s fic I've read that actually makes the dynamic work in terms of characterization - I could believe that Remus and Sirius were really working out their relationship, instead of two strangley familar Marty Sues.

And oh yes, the smut was good too. *loves*

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