Seriously, if I could have 2 hours by myself a day with God and nothing bothers me. I'll be the happiest person on earth. I'm so busy to the extent there, I CANT BREATHE. I can't think straight & I'm getting more irritated as the hour gets later! Okay back tmr
I dislike the word because it gives people such distorted expectations - misconception. It portrays what we call, a facade. Beneath it is unlovingness, unforgiveness, disappointments, discouragements, superficiality. It's the opposite of what we think/know it is. What we call a "family", a place of solace, is a lie. I have come to this debate with my boundaries set because I no longer believe. I know what I have seen all these years. It has been deteriorating, instead of building. It wears people out.
If I leave, it is my fault.
I know, I know. I know you will blame yourself for it. I know you will say, why did you let this happen, you should have known. But you have to come to term what, what people do not want you to know, you will not know. I'm sorry you have to go through it again. Let's face it.
On a side note. Those that don't reply messages irritates me esp when its a question asked. A question that expects an answer which is definitely not rhetical.
If I leave, it is my fault.
I know, I know. I know you will blame yourself for it. I know you will say, why did you let this happen, you should have known. But you have to come to term what, what people do not want you to know, you will not know. I'm sorry you have to go through it again. Let's face it.
On a side note. Those that don't reply messages irritates me esp when its a question asked. A question that expects an answer which is definitely not rhetical.
All it takes is an obedient heart - willing & faithful
God, lead the way
God, lead the way