"O God, I could be bounded in a nut shell and count myself a king of infinite space, were it not that I have bad dreams." - Hamlet Act II scene ii
8 February 2024
Poem
16 January 2024
Revisitation
When you write poetry as I have been doing intermittently since the age of seven, it is easy to get caught up in the moment of completion - when you determine that the poem is done, finished. However, it is often illuminating to reconsider poems you wrote months, years or even decades before - to see them anew. It can be like reviewing somebody else's poetry.
Over the years, I have posted numerous self-crafted poems here at "Yorkshire Pudding". I have tended to title such blogposts "Poem" in order to facilitate my own future searches. However, that is not always the case and back in December 2018 I shared an environmental poem I had written called "Once" under that blogpost title.
I guess that countless poems concerning Nature, the environment and anxiety about our planet's future have been produced in the last decade. It's hard to say anything new or original on the topic.
Most of us feel the pain of what is going on out there and we feel rather helpless. It is as if we are standing here watching creatures disappear, witnessing rising sea levels, desertification and the depletion of forests. What can we do? Well at the very least we can write a poem and thereby share feelings, release emotional pressure. As in World War One, great tragedy is invariably an effective melting pot for poetry.
Once there were tigers
Padding through shadows
Anticipating another kill
They were quiet
But you could sense
Their presence
Watching. Breathing.
Or lapping furtively
From jungle streams.
Once there were hedgehogs
Snuffling in soil
Or scurrying homeward.
Living quietly
They preferred the night
Yet were amongst us
Feeding on worms
Rolling into needle balls
When danger called.
Once albatrosses
Rode on invisible winds
Circling the globe
Seeking squid or sprats
Gliding over oceans
That furrowed white below.
It is reported that
The very last pair
Danced on camera
Beaks raised to southern skies
Emitting melancholic cries
Like dodos.
4 December 2023
Poem
Windgather Rocks
Divulging what lies beneath
Something solid and lasting
Where Bronze Age hunters paused
Perusing the land like birds of prey
Considering their next moves.
Lingering at the self-same spot
Watching a treeless distance appear
Bereft of wild boar or hunting deer
Reaching up to green Back Spond,
Kettleshulme and far beyond.
Silent rocks still show the way.
Cares require a gathering up
Just like prevailing winds
About this jagged jawbone
Where the golden plover sings
30 October 2023
Poem
Once Great Britain
Where battles were fought we hear no sound
Just imagined echoes of clashing swords
And the rumble of hooves moving towards
Victories upon famed battlefields
Banners raised high as the enemy yields
Now crows peck there where went the plough
And barley waves in silence now.
That hummed the summer long
You could hear the jaunty whistling
Of soldier boys in song
Of bravery and parted love
And the manliness of war
All hideousness was hidden
In the days that went before.
As bulbous tumours grow
This cannot be the land
Our forebears used to know
And yet the way the lane still bends
To the church with its ancient yew
Harks back to all our yesterdays
And the glories that we knew.
With empty lines that whine when
Delivered to the gods on high
Hypocrisy to make you cry.
For years after the fair left town
And trudged up streets on rising slopes
Where townsfolk forged their secret hopes.
You could hear lone cuckoos sing
As swifts above yon rolling hills
Cavorted on the wing.
Where old St Faith’s once stood
New burials there have long been barred
Like the bones of grave falsehood.
Carved in stone the endless names
Love me forever and I’ll be true
What on earth are we going to do?
Hath made a shameful conquest of itself.
To whom shall we sing our timeworn songs
Now that there’s no one else?
2 September 2023
Poem
When I was an English teacher - and that was nearly all my working life - I was more creative than most. I sought to engage children in different ways, get them interested in our language and feel genuine accomplishment no matter what level their literacy had reached.
As years passed and the demands of formal examinations became more constraining, it became quite difficult to keep the candle of creativity burning, illuminating young minds. For instance, the so-called National Curriculum had us teaching proscribed Shakespeare texts to struggling youngsters so that they could have a stab at Key Stage Three exams that were essentially designed for middle class kids from leafy suburbs.
I could feel my least able pupils' pain and past experience had taught me that this was not the way to bolster standards of literacy. In fact, it was often the way to make less able children feel more useless than they already felt. Historical trust in classroom teachers to do what was best had been shredded in favour of centralised edicts and vague skeleton planning in glossy A4 folders that often left chalkface English teachers feeling lost, constantly wondering if they were doing what was expected of them or not.
But if I might return to the years of creativity... I used a variety of methods to get early secondary school children writing their own poems. I noticed that modern poetry anthologies frequently included accompanying pictures. Of course the editors of those collections picked the poems first and the visual images followed so I turned this process on its head and asked pupils to create poems inspired by pictures. Sometimes, with this end in mind, I even took them to local art galleries to make preparatory notes.
Having neglected to post one of my own poems on this blog for a good while now, I thought it would be an interesting exercise if I set myself the picture before the poem task.
This is the picture.
I took it in the Yorkshire town of Selby in the summer of 2020 during a lull in the COVID restrictions.
And this is the poem ...Created in half an hour this September night, three years after that far stranger one.
2020
15 February 2023
Poem
After concrete thunder.
Guessed what it was
Spitting out dust
In deafening silence -
Something heavy
Clamping my left foot.
Supine in blackness
Fingertips touching the void
Shouting “Help!” then waiting
Bawling “Help!” again...
Nothing.
Nobody comes.
Time collapses.
Dozing then sleeping,
Sleeping then dozing.
Waking to dread.
Everything unchanged -
Inky and noiseless.
Left foot pulsing
To thoughts of water
Cool cascades
And wailing “Help!” once more -
Aching for tiny sounds of rescue
When only
14 December 2022
Poem
An unnamed
girl aged five or six,
Polina
Kudrin aged ten,
Photo-journalist
Macs Levin...
Irina Tsvila and Marina Kalabina
“There are
no threats to the civilian population”.
An unnamed pregnant
woman and child
The Fedko
family and a lad called Ilya
Serge
Zevlever and Yevheniy Sakun...
Naveen
Shekharappa Gyandagoudar
“There are
no threats to the civilian population”.
An actress aged
67 named Oksana Shvets ,
WWII
survivor Mr Romantschenko aged 96,
Artem
Pryimenko and Pasha Lee...
How many
more deaths must there be?
“There are no threats to the civilian
population”.
24 October 2022
Poem
Leaves
Everything leavesSooner or later -
Last bus home or
Ocean freighter.
The leaves of history books say
What’s here now will slip away,
Will leave,
Be gone.
Little Phoebe
Picked up a leaf
In the autumn woods,
Observed its pigmentation -
Hints of August green
And seldom seen
Russet, copper and
Burnished tangerine.
She brought it to me
With deliberation,
Like a precious gift,
Like a baby bird,
Held in her palm
Like the memory
Of a summer
Lost,
Like the very march of time -
Auguring leaves that shall quiver
Far beyond this rhyme.
12 October 2022
Poem
Cue music and let's get back to the game
If death has occurred, why must you look?
“There are no threats to the civilian population”.
He sits in his high backed leather chair
1 September 2022
Poem
That danced upon these dewy swards
In gilded rays from newly risen suns
Attired in tambour lace and organdie?
We walked on timeless paths
That skirted fields under cirrus clouds
By old stone farms where little stirred
But reminiscence of times past
And heard yon plaintive cuckoo
From forbidden woodland calling, calling.
That lingered bout these byroads
From late May to St Giles’s Day
Bringing comfort, singing songs
Of easy living, stretching up to touch the sky
Where swifts and swallows cavorted on zephyrs
Wafting over barley turning gold.
Now nights expand and promise cold
Down a long black underpass we listen
For desolate mid-winter… calling, calling.
20 July 2022
Poem
29 June 2022
Poem
Ukraine June 29th 2022
Beyond the solstice there came no better truth
Just the mangled wreckage of a fallen roof
In Kremenchuk’s Amora shopping centre
Bright lives doused by a cruel tormentor… who grunts
“There are no threats to the civilian population”.
Beyond the borders in faraway lands
Ephemeral politicians wring their hands
As newspapers shift their spotlights elsewhere
If you want a disaster we’ve got one to spare
“There are no threats to the civilian population”.
Beyond the concept of imagination
The subjugation of a once proud nation
Putin studies the reflection of his face
“There are no threats to the civilian population”.
11 May 2022
Poem
Ukraine May 11th 2022
Daintily picking their way through reeds
Revealing not one smidgen of concern
Re. visiting warriors’ barbarous deeds...
“There are no threats to the civilian population”.
Often they would build on the harvester shed
Making intricate moves of balletic seduction
Or dolorous dances to honour the dead...
“There are no threats to the civilian population”.
One’s neighbours interred by concrete scree
Though their cadavers are turning rotten,
On the wings of storks their spirits fly free...
“There are no threats to the civilian population”.
18 April 2022
Pat
He died in our local hospice at 6.37pm yesterday evening. I knew him for thirty three years. Like many Irishmen before him, he came over to England in his late teens to join the building industry. Like me, he met a nurse and married her. They had three children together and were as happy as pigs in muck. We know the family very well.
He was an upbeat kind of guy. He didn't appear to take life too seriously and he loved the ambience of English pubs. He wasn't one of those maudlin Irish immigrants who longed for the old country all the time. He loved Sheffield and Yorkshire as much as he loved his family, including two beautiful grandchildren. However, when it came to sport, especially rugby, he was Ireland's number one fan.
He died too young. He was 64 years and 364 days old. One day short of his 65th birthday. Many will miss him and I am amongst them. I just wrote this poem in honour of him:-
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The music of life
Sounds of drilling and birds
And children yelling, “It’s not fair!”
And Radio 2 on The Parkway
And getting pints topped up.
The laughter and the remembering
Wage packet on kitchen table
Meat pie in oven
Early morning starts
“Dad’s Army” on the telly
“I love that me”.
Millions of fags
Two false hips
“God bless the NHS!”
Oxygen cylinder by the bed
And you so often said
“Our Jennifer…our James…
Our Declan…”
Watching the rugby
“Come on Ireland!”
Phone calls to siblings
St Luke’s like a boutique hotel
“They’re all really lovely”,
So lovely.
After the coughing
Appears the coffin.
It happens to us all.
At least
You got to say your goodbyes
And you, you were surely one of the best
So may you find eternal rest...
Amen.
4 April 2022
Poem
Like echoes from history
My Lai, Guernica and Oradour-sur-Glane
Rolled upon the tongue
Like boiled sweets
Found scattered in the streets
Of Kharkiv, Bucha and Mariupol
“There are no threats to the civilian population”.
Those damned “khokol”
Fake bodies, fake car wrecks
Fake apartment blocks blown to smithereens
Fake tanks abandoned at fake roadsides
Fakery is all…
“There are no threats to the civilian population”.
The tyrant seethes in his lair
Ineptitude and lies lurk everywhere
Fists beat the desk like a drum
Praise to old times and fading glory
Let us resume our epic story
And remember
“There are no threats to the civilian population”.
7 March 2022
Poem
From some technicolour dream
Though bombs aren’t always as they seem...
“There are no threats to the civilian population”.
“Just one toy Oleksander!” we said.
He took his old teddy from under his bed.
We piled in the car and headed west,
As options went, it appeared the best...
“There are no threats to the civilian population”.
Fires, no water and bodies in the street,
Old Baba Shevchuk under a sheet.
War planes cleave our darkening skies
Targeting the tyrant’s lies...
“There are no threats to the civilian population”.
19 February 2022
Poem
An estimated 100 million cups of tea are drunk in Britain every day - that is almost 36 billion cups per year. Though coffee has continued to increase in popularity, it lags way behind tea which is still very much the nation's preferred hot drink. I myself drink four or five mugs of tea every day. I have mine strong with a glug of semi-skimmed milk and one spoonful of sugar. Like most British people, I don't go in for fancy teas - just the simple everyday tea that is now commonly referred to as "builders' tea".
I wrote this poem in praise of tea in the past forty minutes. I am sure that if a teacher was assessing it, he or she might well remark: "Could do better!". Perhaps I will try another tea poem some time soon.
💢💢💢💢💢💢💢
TeaLife has its ups and it has its downs
In rural parts and busy towns
To make some tea!
For tea is the elixir of human life -
A cure-all for every trouble and strife.
Make it at daybreak or late at night,
After drinking a cuppa
You’ll feel all right.
We drink tea at funerals when a human life ends
And it’s also the best way to welcome our friends.
It’s part of this nation’s proud history
Cos there’s nothing quite like
A nice cup of tea.
12 January 2022
Poem
Hugonis de Leven was the fifteenth abbot of Meaux (Melsa)- a Cistercian abbey in the heart of East Yorkshire. He was most probably born around 1300 and was claimed by The Black Death in 1349, ten years after his appointment. Little is known of him - especially as the five pages about his abbacy in "Chronica Monasterii de Melsa, a Fundatione usque ad Annum 1396" by Thomas de Burton (d. 1437) were ripped from the original manuscript long ago.
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There where crows announced
Countless days and still nights
Were made unquiet by
Hungry waves
Gorging on the coast
Of Holderness,
We prospered
And The Lord was munificent.
Moving cross foreign lands
Then reaping London
Like a scythe
And we, glad to be alive,
Praised The Lord of Mercy.
To Meaux
None doth know
But by the first snow
Death had taken half of us
To paradise.
Wise Hugh writhed in his cot
As I nursed him
Spared and steered by The Lord.
Into the chancel
By Adam de Skyrne
Who were’t abbot
In my father’s time
And flung quicklime
Into the hole,
Proffering prayers for The Lord to attend
In sure anticipation of
The End.
15 November 2021
Poem
In the autumn of 2009 when I visited Easter Island, Chile and western Argentina, I kept a diary. Had I read it in the last twelve years? I don't think so but today I dipped into it and about thirty pages in I discovered that I had attempted a poem while staying on the island.
Twelve years later I have reworked it slightly and given it a little spit and polish while retaining the sense that it was "of the moment" - inspired by being there on one of the remotest inhabited specks of land on the entire planet.
Here it is:-
Rapa Nui
Tenochtitlan = Aztec city now overwhelmed by modern day Mexico City. It was the largest city in the pre-Columbian Americas
Ranu Raraku = crater on Easter Island where nearly all the statues were carved
moai = the famous stone heads
Extolment = praise, approval and commendation
8 October 2021
Poems
Following on from yesterday, I found some time to give more creative consideration to the two poems I mentioned. In a sense, they are the same poem but written in two different ways. They are fresh off the wheel. Perhaps they need more mulling over and more polishing. Often it is helpful to return to poems after a period of time and potentially revise them.
I am off to London in the morning - mainly to see our lovely son and his girlfriend so there'll be no time for revising poems or even blogging. We should be back on Monday afternoon.
Blasts of sleet abrading our faces
Far from the urban sirens’ bleating
Unshielded by gas central heating
Let us go where falcons fly
And grey clouds amble cross the sky
No news received from faraway wars
No bleeping phones nor slamming of doors
Just the quiet pulse of our earth
Beating.
The curlew’s call is clear and true
As skulls are washed of what we knew
To moors that unfold like the timeless sea
Over their ancient geology
Sodden boots in a burbling clough
The way is long, the going’s tough
Ofttimes the world is not enough
For the songs of The Earth are
Fleeting
In landscapes where small creatures hide
Pine marten and the pygmy shrew
Mountain hare and kestrel too
Dying sunlight gilds the peaks
And the quiet voice of history speaks
About what seems to come between
Acts rehearsed and what’s unseen
As the shadows of Earth start
Retreating.
We shall be
Close to the sky
Striding to rough edges
Where the bones stick out
And pause to listen to
The curlew’s cry
Soaring plaintively
Like a lament
From long ago.
We shall wander
Into the V of the clough
Or under trees
Soaring mightily
To moortops
Where red grouse cackle
Midst ancient rocks
Tossed
Like dice.
We shall listen
To seasons
Lift Earth’s song
Tenderly
Soaring unchained
Under ambling nimbus
Blown cross the coast
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