Monday, May 4, 2009

One Year Later

I wrote a blog last year about pretty people. I asked a question about why they have so much power for something they cannot control.

You can read it here if you want....come back though....

 

This blog post has nothing to do with that one except to illustrate how much I have changed in one year.

 Back then I tried to use big words like “adhere” and “wield”. (ok, so the words aren’t that big…but it takes effort to write like that off the cuff.)

 Maybe I was a better writer back then.

Maybe I just care less now…

Maybe “Twilight” really did melt my brain.

 Those are the only things I can think of to explain why I don’t write like that anymore.

 I guess it’s not a bad thing, maybe I’m more real now.

 Now that I’m not trying to impress people as much.

 But maybe I can get a little of the old Jillana back.

The one who wanted to sound smart sometimes.

The one who put effort into the things that she did just for the sake of accomplishment. 

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

now, it's my turn to say
"get out of my head!"

lol. i've just lost that do-well-for-doing-well's-sake mentality.