View it on top

**I've been importing in this blog all of my previous posts from my old blogs. I wanted to merge everything because I felt there is a sense of security in doing so. **This page right here was actually a blog post from my late blog, BASKET OF DREAMS, which I deleted a long time ago, but of course, I deleted the blog itself but I never deleted my writings. I love all of the masterpieces I made from the past, beautiful, ugly, good or bad writings will always be kept! And I just decided today (February 9, 2013) to publish again all of these masterpieces in one site! Dates are preserved by the way.

I can't look at life when I'm standing here beside it.

I must go fly and see it up beyond.

I must see the view on its top.

I'm hearing all the voices.

But I'm denying the fact.

Speechless standing on the flat ground.

I'm starring at it.

One bang and another.

Killing my head off.

They are shouting

I hear silence and

I feel worthless.

I get what I want and then I thought it's over.

But then another shot of the gun

When will it ever end?

I can't decide anymore.

I should just shut up

I should just let go.

I should just wait for life.

In a world where the only weapon is our prayers.

I should just shut up.

Worries does nothing.

You are not alone.

Life will go on.

It turns good or not

It is still life and

the same recycle of life will go over again.

Don't wanna go run and chase time.

I wanna ride with it.