"Lord, keep me close." I pray. That was not my prayer until a few weeks ago. I wanted to do it MY WAY!!!! Yes, the kicking and screaming too. Arrogance. Selfish. me, me, ME!!!
Our finances a wreck. My physical and emotional state of being depleted, I came to a point where I was truly desperate for help. I am not 'there' yet, but closer than I ever thought I'd be to where I truly want to be. Surrender. I don't know Him fully yet, but am asking God, by faith, to come and flood my soul. He is so quick to love. I feel like I just started what will be the most amazing part of my life.
During my extremely painful times of recovery from childhood pains, I would hear the saying, "The best is yet to come." I'd think to myself..."I really want to believe it. It must be true even though I don't feel it."
Now that I have surrendered (which I hope and pray God enables me to do from now til the end) to the One who created me, I taste freedom.
This started a few weeks ago when I heard Creflo Dollar (a minister in Atlanta) say, "Without God's living Word, you will be the same now as 10 years from now. Look back at the times when you truly relied on God and His Word." WOW. It hit home for me. I've been on a different course ever sense.
Well, I'm off to take a nap while Aiden is sleeping. Going to enjoy the peace and quiet. I'll upload some cute pics of when we went to visit Mike at work yesterday.
TTFN (ta-ta-for-now)
No comments:
Post a Comment