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I'm back again !!

>> Monday, February 01, 2010

hello, hello......I'm back again!!...

To all my co-bloggers, visitors/guests and viewers of this blog, I'm giving you all my hot and sweet hugs to each and every one of you.Your presence on this blog was HIGHLY APPRECIATED. Apologies annoyed me but I need to do it again and I had no choice , Sorry...sorry for not visiting you back and not replying some messages you've left here.Those messages in comments sections are the sure thing that I could do to repay you and visits you in coming days.

So..I'll be here just once in a while due to some work load that even my daily walking task had stopped. Sad to say that I gained a lot!.... am fat!!.(grrr)am BIG FAT mama totally (sigh).Please don't ask numbers, huhu.

Ohhh... there's humors about FB addiction, I'm not considering myself as one of them . Everybody on that site has their own purpose to hang in there , so as I have mine too.I almost completed some games that I did and meet or get in touch to all that I wanted to meet. So I'm thankful to FB that I found THEM ALL.

Have a nice day to all!!

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I almost lost my mind

>> Friday, September 25, 2009

SORRY..... to all EC droppers and co-bloggers specially  to all regulars readers of this blog . I hope I'll be back in few days or soon .

Due to some  work load on my daily life , it was not  physically but it was mentally heavy for the past few weeks and days  that I felt uneasy . I almost lost my mind that I can not write or I can't decide if I need to put it out here that I knew it will be a  big risks on my children's future.I just kept on thinking about it until I noticed that I forgot something just in an hour ago. As I became tough through all thing where I had been I find the ways to recover on my own ways . I kept my self busy and looking on the web some games and funny videos on youtube until I played the farm town on facebook.  I really enjoyed the games and found again some friends on other websites  that played in there too.

Caregivers here are working 24 hours in 6 days a week that some needy workers don't have any day offs for several months . Case to case bases, some employers forced to stay because they save for giving salary compared to local workers  and maybe some caregivers are  badly  needed of money . Sometimes  going day off was more tiring than staying on each work or much better to stay at work without spending any cents.

As we caregivers are emotionally and totally attached to our  dear elderly where we are serving our patients.This is a kind of job that your body is not working so much but your mind was working every minute specially if your working with half half Alzhiemers cases patients. Sometimes some caregivers said they are mentally tortured if the work they've got was so hard .

Again ...my apologies . God Bless!.

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Caregivers Watch Lists #5-JEALOUSY

>> Saturday, August 29, 2009

Angry  01 Pictures, Images and Photos JEALOUSY defined as an emotions triggered to an opposite individuals with anger, sadness, disgusts and has a feeling of losing something at the end of thoughts.

Jealousy also had big role in care giving work due to different attitudes of every employer. Some caregivers had a hard time dealing their employer if they meet friends outside during their daily routine of giving her/him walking exercise.In this particular situation we caregivers looking each others and waving hands behind their back and we understand what does it means.There are employers got jealous then keeping their caregivers inside the house without talking to any one even on their own cellular phones.If we are outside during clinic appointments some employers don't want the doctor talking to the caregivers specially if it is in English.And to the extended family and friends of where the caregiver was serving,some elderly don't like to see them talking or having fun and they got jealous.

I have been there before my early years in Tel Aviv and in other areas.That is one reason why I don't stayed them in long period of time working even they asked favor to stay or for an additional salary.In the first month that I felt and observed uncomfortable I immediately informed and asked the manpower agency as early as possible all things happening.Then I'm giving them my decision to go and end my contract whether they approve it or not.

Yes and yes ... I need to work for a living , I want to have salary every end of the month but what is money if life is in misery? For me I cannot bring money in heaven , I can still earn money without jealousy and just in a nice way as long as I'm healthy and safe .

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PAALAM PO GINANG CORY AQUINO...

>> Wednesday, August 05, 2009

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Now , we all know that she - Mrs. Ma. Corazon C. Aquino is laid to rest as of this moment. We must be more strong not just in words but in action together with prayers of what she left us for the future of our childrens, grandchildren and of the coming generations.We must show to the world that "WE FILIPINOS are still united until the end on fighting of our true freedom and clean to honest democracy". I'm not an activist and never involved to any activities.I even hates politics but not the politicians itself including their existing families.I do understand the so called "behind the camera is different and it is an opposite to each realities". To those new readers of this blog I would like to say that I am now working as caregiver to the mother of one prestigious politicians of this country ISRAEL but it does not bothers me who they are while they shown me a real and as one member of their family.

I felt the loneliness specially when the tv screen shown KRIS crying to all the words around she heard and received, she is grown up now and I'm sure more and more on coming days.I'm not an avid fan of hers but to her late mother I faithfully did and always be .The truth is I joined that ONE MILLION SIGNATURE for Tita Cory but sad to say I NEVER VOTE nor went to any voting center on that time of election.It was been a long and great convincing strategies of my schoolmates that we need to signed up that one million signature rolling in the universities. Why? I promise to myself I will never vote again because I grewn during that dictatorship regime so... if I will vote I believed it is all worthless.

First I meet Kris personally when they have to shoot tele-series on tv with Jimmy Fabregas at Robinson's Hypermart in Boni Ave.Mandaluyong way back early 1990's.She was not that pretty on my eyes those days unlike now but she greeted us in a nice way.I was newly promoted as an assistant supervisor at that time when she came in at our Bakeshop & Coffee shop section while I'm doing my rounds then she joined us."Good afternoon Mam, you have pretty cashiers here" then she pointed at Rachel Barraca our probationary cashier that later turned to regular cashier employee under my recommendations."Pwede s'ya mag artista kung gusto nya", (she could be a celebrity if she wants) then went out after few minutes to start filming in the parking area between Apartelle and the supermarket building.


To all my fellowmen let us pray for the everlasting peace of "Tita Cory" and the continuing freedom and democracy of our country. PAALAM PO at MARAMING SALAMAT PO AGAIN.... .

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WHAT BLOGGING MEANS TO ME

>> Friday, July 03, 2009

LEARNING - SHARING - FREINDSHIPS and HAPPINESS

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~~~~~to all who left comments in my previous post " What Happened to my pc?". The Mrs. Mecomber's Scrapbook blog gave a lot of time sending me email for tutorial how to fixed my pc. But lately I decided to changed my browser to firefox. Her blog talks about computer technology problems, etc. , so you can visit her anytime and you can ask regarding this matter. The Dias Family Spot and My Life's Perception and Inspiration authored by Dhemz that she is always there for me to help even she had hectic schedule on her life's daily routine.
*** SHYDUB left some words to comfort me.Here are some of her blogs that you can enjoy and learn while visiting ***My Solitude and Serenity***Simply Happy Life and ***Worth's Road..... SHAINE found this related problems on EC LOG IN please read her assorted posts but it was there included.She is second to Dhemz that I always disturbed every time I had headache on my blogs . Cacai ... Josie , Rolly ..... Cicele , ..Lavern , Chuchie. I'm so grateful of having YOU here in blogsphere that always there any time I needed you, most esp. to chuchie my daughter on the web - lol. and Cacai is my niece on blogsphere.

To those who left message on tag board -I'm proud to all of you guys as my bloggers friends. To all EC droppers - your drops still counted on my mind and promise I will visit all of you soon even without dropping EC.As you drops ec it will appears to my recent ec droppers widgets, so..I will not take out all my widgets until no further notice from ENTRECARD.

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Personal Thank You Message

>> Wednesday, June 03, 2009




Recomendation Monday of I'm Grace was featured one of my blog, SURVIVOR .I was surprised and words ain't enough by now to say but deeply in my heart she has a big space and nice chair to talk with.One among a lots of blogs I'm following HER's in my favorite.So...as of now as if I know her reality already.HUGS& KISSES for having a good heart.

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2009:WEIGHT WATCH!! target : 55 kilos

>> Monday, January 05, 2009

I almost forgot that it is already one year when my father was died.Every time I remembered him and I finished my work I sat down in front of my laptop surfing,downloading,anything that I can do to make my mind busy.The moment that I sat down I'm beginning to eat what I have around. On the side of the table was a bundle of fruits,downside was all liquid drinks, in the back that I can get by just stretching my hands was cookies,biscuits and on the left side of my table was other stuffs like plastic glasses ,plates, tissues and table napkins, etc.These are all inside my little room.Everything was written DEIT or LESS of sugar,calories,etc.I always reading the site of how to loss weights.It is only now again that I step on the weighing scale.OMG!! 75 kilos again!! in just 5"4' in height.Shocking!!Peoples and friends always telling me I'm a big woman.They never said fat woman,but now I know IT IS DESAME WORDS !!!

Last year I used to have LTT (I sent already to my daughter) , rubber stretcher , small blocks of cement outside that I used it as weights, their is aerobics on TV that I used to follow every time on air.I used to drink some fresh herbal that they said its good for health with a disgusting taste,I have a lot of diet pills that sometime I am afraid to drink, boxes of different flavors of tea's.I used to jogged 3-4 times every week when my employer was sleeping.All of the above are the things that I cannot do it anymore.Due to an irregular sleeping habits of my employer I always have headache and sometimes not feeling well of no findings.I always felt dizzy and sleepy.

So, I need a fat burner or any diet pills that it works without all of the above activities. I found this ACAI DEIT PILLS and ACAI BERRY DEIT PILLS on this website :http://www.dietpillsinreview.com/diet-pills/Acai/
NO FOOD INSIDE MY ROOM,ONLY MINERAL WATER NEEDED and ACAI DEIT PILLS! I believe this will be the effective one,produce in BRAZIL and recommended by Dr. Nicholas Perricone, a small kind of berries but have a higher percentage of anti-oxidants.

COME and VISIT their website to find more interesting things to do about diet or to all weight watchers in any range of ages.

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MY MESSAGE TO ALL OF YOU!!!!

>> Tuesday, December 23, 2008

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!!

Hi.. everyone here comes a once a year celebrations for all of us and here I am far away from home.Serving as caregiver to other people that I've learned to care and love for the sake of the future of my children's and a life extension of my husband.I'm happy during the day that I received my salary but deep inside I'm always lonely especially during this holiday season's.

I want to THANKS everybody here on the web like the following: TO ALL WHO LEFT MESSAGES ON SHOUT MIX,TO THOSE WHO WROTE COMMENTS ON MY POSTS - THANKS FOR YOUR TIME,MY VIEWERS AND GUESTS- HELLO THERE IN SOUTH KOREA,THANK YOU VERY MUCH, TO ALL FROM 36 COUNTRIES WHO OPENED MY BLOG - TOPNOTCH WAS FROM U.S.A.,INDONESIA,MY HOME COUNTRY of course,ISRAEL and others,MY NEW FOUND FRIENDS ON THIS BLOGGING WORLD,SPECIAL MENTION TO RUTH RUSH - I OWE ALL OF THIS FROM HER,AMAZING GRACE - HELLO SIS!KEEP UP THE GOOD WORKS FOR SPREADING THE WORD OF GOD!THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.

I NEVER THINK of GOING MORE AND GONE THIS FAR BUT HERE IT IS FOR MY ONE MONTH AND A HALF (1 1/2) ON THE WEB.HELLO.. ENTRECARD DROPPERS AND ADVERTISERS!!THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

THIS IS A SURVIVING SIGNS FOR ME FROM ALL OF YOU BY SHOWING ME ALL OF YOUR SUPPORTS TO GO FURTHERMORE.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL!!!!!!

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