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Tuesday, June 12th, 2001
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11:25 am - Sleeeeeep...
I wish I was still in bed. 'The more I'm awake, the more I wanna sleep' ~Osker.. Jim, Bob, Brady, and Travis came up last night, and Ashley and I hung out with them at Perkins. We had a great time! But then Jonah came in and yelled at them because they were with me and didn't go to his house first or something to that effect. I wasn't really paying attention for a number of reasons. But anyways, I had a really fun time.
I was just thinking about this today, it's summer. It doesn't feel like it. There's just one thing this summer that I don't feel like waiting for: Warped Tour! August 2, it's a Tuesday. Everyone should go.
current mood:  giggly
current music: Sum 41- Fat Lip (wow those guys are cute...) (1 comment | comment on this)
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Friday, May 25th, 2001
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9:37 pm - Crappy Crap Crap
Chris and I are sort of having.. weird times. I don't know what I want EVER. It confuses the hell out of me. Why can't I just stick with one? Or have one that wants to stick with me?
I just found out today that I could've hung out with a really cool kid a while ago, but no I have to be dumb! I suck. Oh well, sometime soon hopefully.
Bob is coming up this weekend! I miss the kid. Hopefully, Jim and Brady are taggin along too. After Jonah gets outta work, they're gonna come out to my little shack and we're going to go down to Russell for the fireworks. Then it's back up here with Kristi and I to make smores around the wonderful campfire we're going to make. Kristi and I are going to camp in my yard. Yes, we're big nerds. That's all.
OH YEAH people should email me. I have no friends, and so no one emails me. It really makes my day though, and if you ever feel like cheering me up, God knows I always need cheering up, email me.
Oh gosh now I've gotta continue with the cheering up thing. I've felt empty lately. Nothing really makes me happy. Last night, I started bawling, and I don't even remember why. It's terrible and I don't know what the hell I'm doing. Enough with my sob story, like anyone cares.
current mood:  distressed
current music: Connie Dungs- The Maddening (Thanks Andy for the CD!) (1 comment | comment on this)
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9:37 pm - Crappy Crap Crap
Chris and I are sort of having.. weird times. I don't know what I want EVER. It confuses the hell out of me. Why can't I just stick with one? Or have one that wants to stick with me?
I just found out today that I could've hung out with a really cool kid a while ago, but no I have to be dumb! I suck. Oh well, sometime soon hopefully.
Bob is coming up this weekend! I miss the kid. Hopefully, Jim and Brady are taggin along too. After Jonah gets outta work, they're gonna come out to my little shack and we're going to go down to Russell for the fireworks. Then it's back up here with Kristi and I to make smores around the wonderful campfire we're going to make. Kristi and I are going to camp in my yard. Yes, we're big nerds. That's all.
OH YEAH people should email me. I have no friends, and so no one emails me. It really makes my day though, and if you ever feel like cheering me up, God knows I always need cheering up, email me.
Oh gosh now I've gotta continue with the cheering up thing. I've felt empty lately. Nothing really makes me happy. Last night, I started bawling, and I don't even remember why. It's terrible and I don't know what the hell I'm doing. Enough with my sob story, like anyone cares.
current mood: distressed
current music: Connie Dungs- The Maddening (Thanks Andy for the CD!) (comment on this)
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Wednesday, May 2nd, 2001
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7:37 pm - Yeeeahhh...
This weekend was fun. I don't really feel like writing much, because I'm sleepy and I don't feel too good. I figured if I didn't update this, the whole 2 people that read it would revolt and kill me.
current mood:  sick
current music: Green Day.. Phil's being my internet DJ!! :-) (2 comments | comment on this)
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Monday, April 23rd, 2001
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5:43 pm - Track
Well let's see, what happened today.. not much. I had two tests, I think I did pretty good on my Science one, but Biology.. yuck that's a different story. I studied, I really did, but obviously not what I should have. It sucked. I had track after school, and I'm finally getting the hang of this long jumping thing. Coach said I jumped like almost 12 feet. That's so much better than usual, it's exciting. I have a meet tomorrow against Youngsville. Hopefully I'll do okay!
current mood: giggly
current music: Rancid- Blood Clot (comment on this)
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Sunday, April 22nd, 2001
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4:03 pm - FUN weekend!
This weekend was tons of fun. Almost. Well I've had my play since Thursday, thanks to everyone who came. It was a pretty fun thing to do. Saturday I had to get up at 5:30 to go to a track meet that I didn't even jump at. That pretty much sucked, but I'll live. Oh wait skipping back to Friday, Justin came to my play and then came back to my house after. It was fun, we just sat around and talked and watched cartoons for a while. I got in trouble because he left a little late but on well. After my play on Saturday, Ash and I went to Perkins cause it was Phil's birthday shindig! HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHIL if you read this! :) All the Bradford kids were there (Mike, Jim, Bob, and Justin) and then Jonah, Steve, Chip, Ronna, Jeremy, and Kristina.. it was good fun! Ash got in a little fight with her.. well Paul.. cause he's a jerk. He overreacted cause she was with us. Well the guys. And now I think they're done. I'm kind of glad, because that's not cool at all. She should be able to hang out with her friends all she wants, and he should be able to trust her with him. He said he wanted to fight with all the guys at the table, but when Mike came out and took him up on his offer, he backed down. "i don't wanna fight you.. but I'm not scared of you". In other words, "I'm a wimp, I'm just trying to cover it up. I talk crap and then don't go through with it. I'm trying to be tough". I miss all the Bradford boys already. They're so fun! I wish they could've stayed longer. But hopefully they'll come up soon!
current mood:  bored
current music: DJ Funk- Ass and Titties *that's for you, Jim and Bob* (1 comment | comment on this)
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Sunday, April 15th, 2001
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10:06 pm - Weekend
This has been a nice long weekend. I love it. I haven't gotten to sleep in, but I suppose that's alright since I passed out on the couch for a little bit this afternoon. I got an Easter basket this morning, it was quite exciting. I ate way too much candy. I'm glad Angela was here, she's so cool. We went shopping and junk. Nothing I did was interesting, bye.
current mood:  cold
current music: Crass- Punk is Dead (comment on this)
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Wednesday, April 11th, 2001
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10:46 pm - Stuff
Not being able to do anything sucks! Justin Lutz is the coolest kid in the world. I'm terribly upset because I'm not able to do anything with him this weekend. I got in very deep trouble and there's no way out of it I don't think! This is ruining my life. Justin is so hot.
(HI JUSTIN!)
current mood:  sleepy
current music: Vandals- Go! (1 comment | comment on this)
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Monday, April 9th, 2001
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7:41 pm - Acting like I'm 5
Today at track, it was pouring down rain. The long jump pit was a big mud puddle. So what did I do? I played in it. It was all good fun and I was soaked afterwards. But at least we all left early. Half way home, Sarah and I saw her mom heading up to the school. We wondered why she was going up there when we realized we forgot her sister. Oops. My mom thought we were idiots. Hey, that's okay.
School was boring today. I'm way too tired.. way too much. I get enough sleep! I fell asleep around 11 last night and got up at 6:30. So I don't know. I almost fell asleep on the couch today.. really don't remember why I woke up.
I heart sending stupid little email cards to people. Poor Andy, he was the first to figure that out. Very dumb email cards. Oh well, monkeys are the future.
Note to self: Get a scanner!!
current mood:  crazy
current music: Rancid- Rattlesnake (comment on this)
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Sunday, April 8th, 2001
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8:27 pm - Fun Weekend
Wow, I haven't updated this is a while. I'm sorry. If Steve wouldn't have yelled at me, then I would've put it off for even longer.
Let's see, what's happened lately. Friday, I went to a show. I had to go about 2 hours late, because of stupid track and play practices. I still had some fun though. I got to meet Andy, and that was really cool. He's a nice kid. I was with Phil most of the time, that boy is so fun and nice. My cousin Dan and his friend Dana came up. For some odd reason we stayed up until around 3:30 and my mom yelled at us to go to bed. It was still good fun though.
Saturday I sat around in my pajamas until 5. The I went to a show at 7. Tears of Blood, Simple Lies, Coming Clean, and Sadwall played. There was another band.. what was it called. Crap. Oh well they were all really good. I got in trouble when I went home though. That sucked.
Today, I did nothing. That's right, nothing. I sat on here all day. I have nothing to do. And no friends. That's alright. Anyways, the end.
current mood: sleepy
current music: Bikini Kill- Strawberry Julius (comment on this)
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Monday, April 2nd, 2001
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1:20 pm - Crap.
Crap Crap Crap. This day sucks. I hate it when people lie. The good thing about today was watching the turtles in Science. They're so cute.
I have my basketball banquet tonight, wa freaking hoo. Well.. I'm a cheerleader. Eek.
This weekend was a blast. Friday, I went to Perkins with Lindsey, Megs, Keturah, and Ashley. It was great fun. We saw Tammy and Tasha there, so I sat with them for a bit. Most of the time, though, I sat with Phil. He's one of my favorite people in the whole world.
Saturday I went to Perkins with 'the girls', Kristi, Lindsey, and Ashley. It was great fun. The whole 'gang' was there, and we had a good time. We had a great time at Lindsey's too. Stayed up til about 7 in the morning. Good clean fun.
Now I'm sleepy. And upset. Goodbye.
current mood:  depressed
current music: I have 'Kill the Poor' in my head.. (comment on this)
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Friday, March 30th, 2001
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10:50 pm - Perkins
Today was a lot better.. I guess. The second half was at least. I got some of my grades today and they're not TOO bad. I wish they were a little higher though. Anyways, let's not talk about that.
After track, I went to Perkins around 8:30 with Lindsey, Keturah, Megs, and Ashley. We saw Tammy and Tasha there, so I sat with them for a bit, but then ended up sitting with Phil and Joe for most of the time. I heart Phil, he's so fun! Anywho, when I was sitting with the girls, some Warren chicks were turned around staring at us. I waved at them, and they gave me this really nasty look. I didn't even know who they were, it wasn't very nice at all! Made me sad. Phil was staring at them just to piss them off.. and it worked. They just didn't seem like very nice people. Maybe I just had 'hate me' written across my forehead. Who knows.
current mood:  bouncy
current music: Dead Kennedys- Kill the Poor (1 comment | comment on this)
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Wednesday, March 28th, 2001
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9:12 pm - my day sucked.
I just realized today that I really do suck at track. Terribly. There's no excuse for how bad I am. I don't understand it. I must have gotten it from my father. He said he sucked too.
Anywho, play practice was not fun as usual tonight. And now I have practice next Friday.. yeah the day of the show. I'll show up around.. hmm.. 2 hours late? Oh freaking well. I can't go to the one on Monday either because of the terrible choice I made to be a cheerleader. Yeah I say that, but I'll probably do it again next year. Oh well that's how life goes.
There was one thing that cheered me up today however. I got a million page email from Andy. He's such a nice boy. They're leaving me. It makes me sad. Hopefully they'll play late enough that I'll get to see them next Friday.
Also, there's a show next SATURDAY. People better go! I'll be mad.. wait why am I saying this? No one reads this.
One last thing, I hope I have fun this weekend. No one but 3 people will understand that. hehe
Oh wait.. one more thing. I love Steve Leathers!!! hehe
current mood:  tired
current music: Operation Ivy- Knowledge; Big Wig- Girl in the Green Jacket (comment on this)
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Sunday, March 25th, 2001
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12:55 am - This sucks
Why is it that everytime I get close to someone, it has to be messed up?
current mood: crushed
current music: Diffuser (comment on this)
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