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quit yr bitching. [22 Feb 2002|10:12pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | jake's cd #4 ] yep. here's my long overdue quit-the-whining-and-be-thankful-for-what-you-have post. *the mysterious gift of a sweater coat and book purchased from my amazon wishlist from the even more mysterious john???. in any event, it was a great surprise to a dreary and stressful week. *that another person has given in to my plan for world domination, and also bought me some from my amazon wishlist ph33r m3!! *last nite's show with living legends, defari, and tha liks. i needed that to remind me that i know how to have fun..plus i got to see bryan, dirk verbals, dj graffiti, arlene, and benny ben. and dance with arlene. and yell WHORES at all the dumb hookers on stage. and get asked by stupid sunset jones or whatever his name is to go find him some weed. don't think so, buddy! and of course, i was there with jacob, and that's always good. *that i have an awesome best friend who puts up with my bullshit. *that i made two fun new livejournal friends *that i have my super secret soul sista *that niel and i will eventualli go to lunch. *tomorrow i'm going to the blind pig to see switch stance, paradime, common ground, and almighty dreadnaughtz, and to hang out downstairs at the 8 ball with amy and john. *march 7 is josh martinez!!! yay!! *that i met someone wonderful who i've been lucki enough to hang out with three weeks in a row. this boi knows what unpossible, irc, wildcat, murs, parity bits, cat5, bionicles, cannibal ox, and telegard all mean. and if that right there isn't fucking cool, then i don't know what is. and he drives hella far to hang out with me and have my cat bailey molest him. ok. there's my off the top-of-my-head things to be thankful for. :) i've been far too snotty bitchy lately, so i think i needed to do this. i know its all oprah and shit, but i realli do think its a good idea to every day write down five things y'r thankful for, no matter how small they may be. soooooo everyone should reply and tell me the five things y'r thankful for today. :) make love to the present

[21 Feb 2002|11:29pm] yet another thing that sucks about moving: knowing that the item that you need is in the house...SOMEWHERE.....but as to its exact location remains a mystery. this time, it was a baggie of advil that i knew i just saw within the past couple days...its a gamble with me taking it on an empty stomach, but i feel pretty achy and i dont want my fever to go back up. at least it only took me like five minutes to find, as opposed to the two brand new boxes of tampons that stayed elusive for MONTHS after i moved in, forcing me to buy more tampons, then appeared *in the computer stand*?!?!?!?!! ooooooooooooook. mind you tho, a week later i was staying at my parents, didnt take them, and had to go out and buy even MORE. needless to say, i have tampons to last me till about the year 2025. yep. there's my little anecdote for the nite. make love to the present

kill me now. [20 Feb 2002|08:44am] [ mood | sick ] [ music | jake's cd #5 ] please? anyone? just hit me over the head real hard?? i feel terrible today. it started yesterday around 11a,and today i woke up all fevery feeling with half the voice i usuali have :( (which im sure makes some people ecstatic) i think its the weather change...whenever it gets real extreme like this, i get sick...plus, despite the fact its been warm-ish, my house has been freezing at nite. and i think i shopped too hard yesterday evening. ticketmaster can, as judith would say, suck my cock, lick my balls, and put it on ice. our tickets to tha liks were 15 dollars. and service charge on each was FIVE TWENTY FIVE. yep, $5.25. i paid over a third of what the ticket was in service charges. kiss my ass, ticketmaster. altho the lady who sold them to me DID seem amused when i asked why they didn't just take the time to bend me over the counter right then and there. you know. i'm not one for regrets...but sometimes don't you wish life had do-overs?? like...you could take something back that you did, or maybe word something differently? that's me this week. :/ make love to the present

[19 Feb 2002|11:30pm] blah. i hate it when i realli realli wanna write in my journal but just don't have the time/energy. tomorrow, or soon, i have to do a big gratitude/blessings/things i'm thankful for in my life post. i've been wanting to since the other nite, but i want to be able to do it well and thorough. so hopefulli tomorrow nite. i spent so long at the mall today. :o i talked to josh for like an hour at hot topic..but that's coo...i forgot how neat he is :) and we had a lot of catching up to do. i finalli caved and bought some mac studiofix. it was less expensive than i thought it would be. we'll see if it realli gives me the flawless complexion everyone claims it does. niel and i were sposed to go out to lunch...and we didnt!! boo niel!! i got our tickets to tha liks & living legends!! yay!! i <3 st andrews and i haven't been there in eons. ethan called me and we talked for almost an hour and a half. i love that kid to death. he gives me the best advice and always sets my shit straight. that's one of my favorite things about him-he doesnt sugar coat it for me..he gives it to me straight up ethan, and thats it. i informed him tonite that he's like...a specialy item friend (ala single serving friends-see: fight club) cause he's one of those friendships that you only have with one specific person, and not anyone else. we're pretty raw with each other-i feel more comfortable telling him a lot of stuff than i would with other people. he's cocky as fuck, but like i said..when it comes down to it, he gives realli great, level headed advice. i have a cough today!! thats no fun!!! i think imma redye my hair tomorrow. nasty roots!! must look cute and well coiffed for thursday, and for paradime/almighty dreadnaughtz on saturday. packing blows. i forgot how much i hated this shit. bedtime for sick little gurls like me. 2 fuck the pasts| make love to the present

thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [18 Feb 2002|09:02pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] so my momma just called and informed me that there were two boxes from amazon.com sitting at her house....so i had her check the card...... THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm not sure who you are, "John"...but thank you so so very much for the sweater coat and book that were on my wishlist!!!!! you've made my month!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) 6 fuck the pasts| make love to the present

[17 Feb 2002|11:36pm] I don't care how sick of them you are :P Click for yet another quiz...but this one is to see how well you REALLI know me :) 2 fuck the pasts| make love to the present

[17 Feb 2002|11:30pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | the jrh box set, cd 2. ;) ] man. a huge entry is quite overdue. and im tired so its not going to happen. :P fairly low key weekend...we got a new puppy yesterday!!! he's a sweetiepiebabydollface :) did everyone have a good valentines day? i'd have to say mine was wonderful :) i got to see ghost world (finalli!) and jacob shared the joy that can only be found in watching men's figure skating. for all of about ohhhhh five minutes? i also managed to be an hour and a half late to work friday morning, because i had to take part in a very important discussion about how nice it realli *would* be to have a clone. plus, after i got out of the shower it just looked like a much better idea to get back in bed. *shrug* damn cute bois. they'll fuck up yr schedule every time. grrrrrr i dropped carrier and now im on some weird irc channel. annoying. ok. bedtime for me. make love to the present

[17 Feb 2002|04:49pm] eight trillion butterflies in my tummy, and each one has a different thing about you written on its wings. 4 fuck the pasts| make love to the present

[16 Feb 2002|12:56pm] [ mood | groggy ] [ music | jake's mp3 cd :) ] head pressure senses clutch date divinity wouldn't fuck touched hazy god change rush floor life veins *happy sigh* :) 13 fuck the pasts| make love to the present

:* [14 Feb 2002|08:50am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | save the last dance soundtrack! i'm a loser! :P ] HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!! i hope everyone gets kisses from who they want to be kissed by :) 2 fuck the pasts| make love to the present

HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAAHAHA [13 Feb 2002|07:51pm] click it, mofos! ;) make love to the present

[13 Feb 2002|09:11am] [ mood | cold ] [ music | the mountain bros., self: volume one ] i went out to heat my car up this morning. and my hair froze. yep, froze. i had all these crunchy little strands in the front-it was yucky!!! plus i forgot to hit my back window defrost, so it was still all iced when i walked out to leave. >:( soup day, the best day of the week! :D i feel pretty cute today. long denim skirt, tight black wool turtleneck, black leather boots...actualli took time to put on makeup...too bad i'm wasting it all just for work! :P should be a pretty decent day today..*crossing fingers* we'll see! 9 fuck the pasts| make love to the present

survey snatched from nogoodnik :) [12 Feb 2002|11:16pm] i dunno if i'll make it all the way thru this :) 1.Who was the last person you yelled at? my momma for not returning my call 2. Who was the last person you kissed? *jacob* (aka livejournal's cutest boi) :P 3. What was the last memorable book you read? mmm perfume, or white oleander 4. When did you last dance? in my kitchen a lil bit ago 5. What's the last thing you want to hear from your parents? that they're sick/dying 6. When did you last go for a walk? on the treadmill? last thursday. 7. When did you last do your ironing? oh god. too long ago. i'm very wash-n-wear. 8. When was the last time you smiled all day? im guessing saturday :) 9. What color of socks do you normally wear? all kinds. lots of cheesy patterns too. but i hardly EVERY wear socks as of late. 10. Did you ever attend a private school? yep, high skool. st ursula academy for girls. 11. Do you like stuffed animals? if they're cute enough :) 12. Have you ever smashed pumpkins? no but i've seen them. ;) 14. Can you quote Shakespeare? yep. 15. Do you like playing baseball? no. i only pretend to care about it at all for kev's sake :P 16. Are you a neat freak? ha, uhhhhh NO. except for my cube at work. 17. What is the worst injury you have ever given someone? hmmm. i dunno. i've given some pretty sweet love bites in my day. 18. Do you ever eat lemons plain? i suck on them if they're in my drink. 19. Have you ever fired a gun? nope. 20. Do you own any knee-high boots? yeah, a brown leather pair i never wear, and a stompy 4" gothy pair :) 21. Do you have a crush on somebody? maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaybe. ;) 22. Do you like swimming in lakes? not since i got old enough to realize there were little nibbly bitey creatures in them. altho lake tahoe was awesome. 23. Have you ever streaked at a football game or any other public event? ick. 24. What is you favorite gemstone? diamonds, baby! diamonds and platinum. :) 25. Have you gone on many blind dates? a handful. 26. Has someone done something extra nice for you? oh yeah, heaps. im surrounded by beautiful nice people. 27. Did you have a crush on any of your teachers? i have teachers? 28. Have you ever been lost in a bad part of a city? detroit what?! 29. Would you rather have a mint or fruit flavored gum? cinnamon 30. Do you have road rage? yes, and i'm very very proud of my carefully cultivated road rage. 32. Do you ever eat food right out of cans or jars? i dont eat much canned or jarred food. however, i have no problem at all eating ice cream out of the carton. 33. Has your mind ever gone blank? yes indeed. 34. Have you ever met anyone interesting at the laundry mat? no, but i've met insanely scary people. 36. Are you kind? i think so. 37. Would you give a needy person the shirt off your back? um. i doubt it. :/ beacuse then wouldn't i be sort of needy? trust me, the mission downtown is very stylishly clothed via me. :) 38. Do you have any beanie babies? yes, and i'm not telling you how many. 39. Would you rather be hot or cold? cold, cause you can always put more clothes on. 40. Is the glass half full, or empty? its getting fuller :) 41. Do you exercise or work out regularly? well. i have a gym membership. and i try to go regularly. but i'm certainly not religious about it. 42. Could you kill if your life was threatened? like with my bare hands? hellifiknow. :o i bet i could kick some major ass tho. 4 fuck the pasts| make love to the present

[12 Feb 2002|11:04pm] nothing but smiles this evening :) had yummy dinner, packed a lil bit (*very* lil bit), talked to my auntie for like 45 minutes, found out from jacob that i have a breakout-esque game on my palm (if thats not even to make yr whole evening, i dunno what is!!), managed to get ice skating to come in on the teevee.....i dunno. just a real good nite altogether :) i had a shitty afternoon, and stood in line at the post office for a half hour, so it was nice to come home to a pleasant evening :) so yeah. that's it. :) 1 fuck the past| make love to the present

[12 Feb 2002|09:47am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | "everyone needs an editor" mates of state. (yay jen!) ] HAPPY FAT TUESDAY! :) blah, another day of work! so they were talking about valentines day, and psycho ex's and stuff on the radio..so i wanna know...what was everyone's best & worst valentine's day? mine aren't THAT bad, but i know some of y'all have to have terrible ones :P worst: went to a valentines day rave with a friend, meeting up with a couple guy friends there..one of whom i'd been sweating for quite a while...so i thought oooooh valentines day rave...total perfect hookup....and he ended up giving me the total diss-to the extreme of talking about another gurl he liked. he was totalli immature spazzy tho- i should've seen it coming. so, i spent 3 hours or so in the chill room of the technology theatre with some of our mutual friends wooing them with the "how we met" story of my ex-soulmate boi, who they also knew. wee. best: well, i had one in my mind, then i thought of another one.i guess its a tie between two then :) *i was "dating" k. despite the fact everyone thought he was a total dick, and wore cowboy boots and Extremely Tight Pants, i was still with him. you know me, try to find the good in everyone. so yeah. he worked at the pet supply store my mum was bookkeeper at. my first words to him were "you are such an asshole" because him and a couple guys were in the back torturing feeder mice. again, why was i with him? no idea! so for valentines day, he gets me a rose, and a hamster. well, i know i realli have no room to bitch to begin with, cause some girls got *nothing* for v-day, right?? here's the thing tho. i was getting the hamster anyways, cause she was my hamster's sister, and didn't get along with his other hams. plus, i think roses are kind of ridiculous. we have hella rose bushes at my parents, so i've always had gorgeous fresh cut ones whenever i want them. (however, don't think i wasnt estatic when i got a beautiful market bunch of baby roses from my work after my surgery!) so anyways. he was just a moron..but that nite at work my dear friend b. (who hated k. ever since they went to high skool together) came to see me at work...with an ENORMOUS bouquet of daises.....which happen to be my favorite flowers. he sat there with me all nite, came in the back, and took my crayons and drew the cutest cartoon for me that i still have..little stick figures of all of us (including me with long purpley hair and a bellybutton ring, and k. with his cowboy boots) and me being allegedly in love with k, and throwing b's daisies away. it was pretty cute :) *the other would have to be soulmate boi's present...even tho we weren't together anymore, and he had no money, he bought me a pikachu (his nick for me) watch, the goldie "timeless" 2-cd i'd been wanting for forever, wrote me a super cute note, and sent it all wrapped in a collage he made. AND sent it priority mail from ann arbor to toledo so i would get it before i left for new mexico. it was totalli the sweetest :) i guess i just like the little things the best :) oh yeah, interesting eryn fact. when i was 18 or 19, i won a kissing contest on valentines day sponsored by a local radio station. :) i was insanely sick afterwards, but i won! :P so yeah. spill about yours. i wanna hear the gory details. :P 2 fuck the pasts| make love to the present

[11 Feb 2002|08:28pm] [ mood | cold ] i'm supposed to be packing..and i'm not! naughty naughty little girl!! work was freezing again today cause our boss still has up the "do not touch the thermostat above 70 degrees" sign up. sux0rs. :( imma wear a bunch of layers tomorrow. i tried on sweaters today at abercrombie. don't ask me why. all their sweaters were on sale for like 16 bucks, and i thought it'd be a good idea. unfortunately, they had hardly any black or red, which is pretty much my thing nowadays. however, i DID see a hot hot little skirt at hot topic. knee length red plaid bondage skirt. pencil style, straps on either side. i NEEEEEED it. im getting a new charm for my bracelet for valentines day from my momma i think :) i was pointing out the ones i definately did and did NOT want in the marshall field's ad yesterday, ie the laser cut heart that said "i love you" with all this scrolly shit around it. that's not going on *my* bracelet. i love that i'm 24, but still throw tantrums about certain little kid holidays like easter and valentines day. one of the only child perks, i suppose. tomorrow is fat tuesday! packzi day!!! fact of the day: did you know that packzi is polish for "little package"????? i didnt either :) thank god for top 40 radio, right? i get to see ghost world on thursday!! *does cabbage patch of glee* shit. this means i cant destroy the house before then. >:( i'm so not good at this "clean" thing. my lack of photo frames is starting to depress me. i was afraid of this happening, so i left a couple out...but i packed up my entire coffee table of frames like a month ago, and i'm starting to miss all my peektures sitting around. :( ok. time to pack up a couple boxes. i think imma do my lunchboxes tonite. 4 fuck the pasts| make love to the present

monday blahs. [11 Feb 2002|12:36pm] [ mood | working ] [ music | kayte's "now approaching midnite" mix. ] my tum hurts. :( make love to the present

[10 Feb 2002|11:50pm] help! i need a livejournal code for a friend. anyone wanna give one up? holla. 6 fuck the pasts| make love to the present

[10 Feb 2002|10:40pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | mystic: neptunes jewels ] so i spent forever making this mix cd today for an online trade im in thats waaaaaaaay overdue, and listened to my dad bitch at me about "being on the computer all day". whatever dad. anyways, i put it in my car stereo on the way to the mall to proof it before i send it out..and what happens? the first two tracks play. thats it. i dunno if the cd didnt close or what, but in any event, im pissed. i should realli get offline so i can make my valentines and go to bed. i realli realli realli do not want to go to work in the morning. like i told jacob, i think i should just quit my job and hang out with him all day. clinique snagged me with bonus time again. you gotta spend 35 bucks to get teh upgrade bonus, but like...no two items in creation add up to that. so i was at 31 bucks, and ended up buying a new eyeshadow that i didnt need. i laid out another 15 bucks to spend $4. grr. all the upgrades this year are sposed to be realli good tho. imma be broke by the time everyone is done being in bonus. its snowing out again..the ground is all covered! yuck! ok. bed time for me. i'll end this with the lyrics of the day that im listening to right now. :) (lifted from ohlla so dont kill me if some words are wrong :P ) Mighta took some time but most good things do Manifest when the time is true I admit I was nervous cuz things get changed Something about my lifestyle makes love so strange So many angles and tangled components Everybody wanna touch just for the moment But you put a new hue in my blue Added a perspective to my concrete views 'Bout tossin caution into the breeze Followin' emotion like streams to the seas Top priority believe you me Like love how you feel, you alright, whatchu need? It's more than your lips on the nape of my neck Or your hands on my breasts, with your leg on my thigh Or the look in your eyes as you slide inside It's the way you make me wanna live instead of die mmmm if that song doesnt make you wanna find someone to love on, i dont know what will. hahaha i KNOW you feel me on this, judith!! :) oh yeah, new ic0n again! oh the joys of having a digital cam seem like they'll never wear off. ;) 2 fuck the pasts| make love to the present

my extremely childish post. [10 Feb 2002|11:25am] [ mood | silly ] i made out with livejournal's cutest boi yesterday, and you didn't. so there. :P 6 fuck the pasts| make love to the present

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