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malloreigh's LiveJournal -- Entries
| my trip to vancouver! |
[02 Feb 2002|09:26pm] |
alright, i'm obviously not going to be able to fit absolutely everything into one livejournal post (and i know most people aren't going to read this in the first place, so i don't want to take up too much space on their friends pages) so i'll keep it short -- my poor offline friends, they'll have to suffer through me talking about it for weeks.
... yeah, i just tried to type it out day by day, but once i got to monday i started mixing up what i did during the week and not knowing which day i did it. either way, there was rampant gang action and lots of funny things which occurred, which nobody gives a flump about. ^^;
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| random nonsensical bullshit. |
[30 Jan 2002|01:38pm] |
all of those tests that constantly circle livejournal, well, i take them. i just don't post the results. of course, for once, i am going to because i am just so proud of this one. ^^
Take the What
animal best portrays your sexual appetite?? Quiz
that's some weird stuff, man. it's very accurate. hahaha! grr. i am soon going to write up a very long post on my adventures thus far in pretty lil' vancouver, where so many people know my name but nobody's got flowers in their hair. god it's cold in this basement. old fairy mr. coconut! do you get paid to fuck that bear?
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| optional? longer entries? what is this nazi bullshit? |
[25 Jan 2002|02:42pm] |
eee! i'm packing! *pack pack* the suitcase is too small to hold all of my delightful clothing. perhaps i shouldn't be bringing every pair of pvc pants i own. but... what else am i going to wear...? today at school was rather frightening. melody, kim and i were all wearing very similar outfits. ^^ the philosophy is that since we are catholic schoolgirls, we should dress like them! plaid pleated skirt, white button-up, tie (which i forgot, clumsily) and knee socks with mary janes... though those rebellious friends of mine wore their prostitute boots instead.
it's been snowing nonstop here since last night... it's all fluffy and white everywhere, which is a rather uplifting turn from the dreary winter browness which is calgary most of the time. it was because of this snow that i was late this morning... so i had to stand at the train station waiting for the bus for 20 minutes. i was waiting, staring out the window, when someone started walking up the stairs who i recognized from somewhere. i couldn't place the person for the longest time, until it was too late to say hi to her -- it was zoi no miko. crazy stuff. i'm pretty sure it was her, anyway -- she was wearing a wonderful dress and looked exactly like how i remember her from way back at animethon '01.
i seem to have a thing with channel mixing and brightly coloured layouts with lots of yellows and oranges and pinks in them lately. immortalité de visage is decorated with dark from dnangel. unfortunately it doesn't work in anything under 1024x768, something i didn't think about for once. usually i design for all resolutions, since my good friend butterfly is cursed with a 640x480 res. what's with all this vocabulary i'm using? jesus cordelia. okay, i'll insert a crude, rude and vulgar cuss word which i use on a regular basis lately: cock. creative, no?
i am just rambling and rambling. i should stop. yes, i think i will do just that.
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| yay! |
[22 Jan 2002|07:44pm] |
okay, okay, everyone's heard it, but now i need to officially announce it.
I AM GOING TO VANCOUVER! yeaaaah! i get to go and visit seb, and steph, and everyone from van.! it's gonna be so great. ^^
why this new development, you ask? well, my older brother, who lives in victoria, came to visit this week, and he needs someone to drive back with him. he wants me to come back with him (to prevent his death at the steering wheel when he falls asleep from boredom) and he's going to drop me off in vancouver for a week. ^^ then i'm going to fly back via westjet. oh, so many plans! if you're in the area and can entertain me during the day, make an offer and i may accept.
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| i am the man. woman. er... |
[20 Jan 2002|02:56pm] |
Its Grant: I want a male Malloreigh as my lover.
Its Grant: I want someone pale, with black hair, from Canada, with a complete hatred of capital letters.
Its Grant: Preferably with a flat chest and a penis.
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| ... and how you wanna suck on it, and not me. |
[20 Jan 2002|01:55pm] |
i finished uploading and updating hanafubuki, the magnificently designed ^^ art page of sarah. on another note, i really need to buy another domain. and i lost a piece of paper. one that defines my life. augh.
tee hee. ^^ i had the sweetest dream.
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| can't help myself. |
[19 Jan 2002|09:08pm] |
taken directly from tulsi.
[spell your name backwards]: hgierollam
[describe yourself in 3 words]: inconsequentially a lover.
[what is the latest you've ever stayed up?]: there are nights when i haven't gone to sleep at all.
[ever been to belgium?]: nope.
[wallet]: i use a purse. it's a cute little black thing filled with nonsense.
[wallet contents?]: front: collection of bus passes dating back to january 2001, bank card, driver's license, library card, blockbuster card, shopper's optimum card, social insurance card, school id, spc card, cardcaptor sakura zodiac card, picture of seb. small pocket: sarah's password on a chopstick package, driver's test report, 20% body piercing discount card, dessert house card, receipt from my last paycheck at stitches, jan 2 '02 bus transfer, movie ticket from harry potter. large pocket: phone book, map to claudio's house, feminine item, hand cream, keys, crackpipe, another type of feminine item, lip gloss, little luck dolls from melissa, hair elastic, gum wrappers, many hairclips, many bobby pins.
[jewelry worn daily]: three different steel earrings, my pretty christmas necklace from seb.
[pillow cover]: floral, matches my sheets of the moment. ^^
[blanket]: a big shiny green thing and a floral one matching my walls.
[glasses]: contacts.
[underwear]: right now, simple white cotton bikini cut.
[favourite top]: fishnet full-sleeve.
[favourite pants]: black low-cut pvc bootlegs.
[cd in stereo right now]: malice mizer, memoire + voyage.
[wearing]: black "silver" pants, black 3/4 sleeve shirt, pretty lavendar bra.
[hair]: messy bun.
[makeup]: currently, noshine power, blush and white eyeshadow. i didn't go anywhere important today.
[in my mouth]: saliva.
[in my head]: kink.
[wishing]: i was in vancouver, curled up in seb's arms, all warm and content. ;_;
[after this]: moping.
[talking to]: kimberley.
[eating]: your face.
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| peace yo. |
[19 Jan 2002|05:57pm] |
tulsi is back! tulsi is back! word, yo! i just talked to chris. that doesn't happen very often. and i was talking to seb on the phone before that, a luxury we take way too much advantage of and cannot afford. well, i can't, at least. mm... i also redesigned sarah's livejournal... it looks crappy, though, i have design block. blah. i had to go to the dentist today. i hate the dentist... especially since my appointments are always early saturday mornings.
last night we went out for dinner at the old spaghetti factory. it was me, melissa, sarah, melody, and chelsea. we had a damn good time, we did. we were supposed to be celebrating aaron's birthday, but he decided to ignore melissa's calls, so we went and had fun without him. a shame, really. by the end of the night we all had pepper and cheese in our drinks, ice down our shirts, and bread crumbs in our eyes. okay, i was the only one with bread crumbs in my eyes. melody threw pepper into chelsea's, though. and while melissa was in the bathroom, we made arrangements to have a candle in her icecream and pretend it was her birthday. she was so mad, but it was hilarious. they said she was 21. that would have been nice, we could have had alcoholic drinks in that case. oh well.
i love my friends, they are the greatest. we were gonna go out drinking tonight, but chelsea has to babysit. >< ick. we still might do something, though. anyway, that's enough rambling for the moment.
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| desc(ending). |
[17 Jan 2002|10:22pm] |
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am i a horrible person? am i demanding and bossy and pushy? do i talk too much? do i force people into doing things? nobody ever tells me the truth. i am a bad person. i always say bad things... and think bad things... bad and impure things. i'm a sin.
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| agh. |
[11 Jan 2002|10:11pm] |
i figured out the harry potter mystery! it's all good and fine now, for i have been enlightened by my own obsessive searching. i was at melmo's page and i read the cute little pop-up about her boyfriend. ^^ what a charming story. reminds me of... (here's the drumroll)... me'n seb! just like everything else. speaking of him, he has a wonderfully designed livejournal now. i wonder who did it... but anyway. ;p i don't write about my life at all in here, do i? well, here goes:
i had the crappiest day. it was crap. it sucked. yes, i had a bad day. the highlight of it was colouring my goddamn CUBISM picture (i despise cubism now) with prismacolour markers. how pathetic is that? i was depressed all goddamn day long. i'm so lonely and frustrated and stupid. my friends told me i'm stupid today. they also all went to lunch without me, even though i was in the same room (we were all scattered around the computer lab). so i came home early and cried. a lot. then i played some final fantasy viii. i am at an unhealthily high level for where i am in the game. squall is level 45 or so and i haven't even gone to that dungeon where you get brothers yet, before you go to caraway's mansion. yejus. my brother had the monitor not working for a couple of hours, too, and i wanted to come online to talk to seb, but by the time i actually managed to get on, he was already off and had e-mailed me to tell me that since i was going out (as he thought i was), he was gonna go party with his friends. so now i am lonely.
i'm gonna go call him on his cell now. ;_;
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| harry frikkin' potter. |
[09 Jan 2002|09:31pm] |
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alright, i'm getting a little confused. the copy of the first book of harry potter that i have is called "harry potter and the philosopher's stone". it was published in canada. however, i just searched it up on amazon, and it says that it's only selling "harry potter and the sorceror's stone"; i have to import "philosopher's stone" from the uk. but they sell philosopher's stone here, and until recently i didn't even know that anyone called it the sorcerer's stone... does that mean that canada gets the uk version, or that i'm stupid?
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| soulsyyyynth... |
[07 Jan 2002|10:55pm] |
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my god. one of those "buy this domain for cheap" companies bought soulsynth.net because it still gets a ton of traffic. ;_; that's not fair, i was going to buy it again when i had the money, but it looks like i can't do so anymore, doesn't it? nazi bastards!
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| lifelessness. |
[07 Jan 2002|08:35pm] |
tsumetai hikari: i need a life. ^^;;;
malloreigh: you mean, you don't have one? are you a ghost?
tsumetai hikari: yup! *haunts her house*
malloreigh: shitty.
tsumetai hikari: it makes it easy to find a halloween costume.
malloreigh: you have to look?
tsumetai hikari: nope! i just go out and people go "aah! ghost!"
malloreigh: crazy! you got any chains?
tsumetai hikari: some, but they're mostly for show.
i don't have conversations like this with just anyone. this is why butterfly and i are friends.
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| it's like heaven. |
[06 Jan 2002|06:36pm] |
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i don't think i ever explained to my faithful readers just who seb is, though i know i've mentioned him a bunch of times. ^^; he's my boyfriend, obviously, but he lives in vancouver. i hadn't met him until december nineteenth, 2001, though i'd known him (and lusted after him) for two years previously. he planned to stay here for thirteen days and leave on january the first, but i managed to make him stay additionally until the fifth. yesterday, he left. now it's back to the old routine of talking over aim and making long-distance calls most evenings. this morning when i woke up, i picked up the phone and i was about to call him at his uncle's house, where he was staying while he was here. it took me a minute to realize that he flew home yesterday... it's going to seem like forever, waiting for him to come back. he promised in march, when he'll make the twelve-hour driving trip... i miss him. ;_; a lot. i always miss him. why does the only person in the world who makes me this deliriously happy have to live so far away?
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| babies. |
[04 Jan 2002|12:58pm] |
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whoa. i just found out my cousin is pregnant and due in june. she's only a couple months older than i am... this whole pregnancy deal is getting too realistic and close. it used to be such an "it can never happen to me" kind of thing... but now...
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| nazi bullshit. |
[31 Dec 2001|11:47am] |
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i just checked my e-mail and i had 22 new messages. "alright," i say, "something to do! i'll reply to all of these and not procrastinate on any of them." so i go through them -- one is a livejournal comment i've already read, and the other 21 are junk mail. mind you, ten of them were the same ad from different e-mail addresses. it's new year's eve and the party i was going to go to was postponed. what is this nazi bullshit? so we're going over to sarah's, where nobody drinks. ><
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| promised land |
[27 Dec 2001|03:04pm] |
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waaa! stephy got me the cutest red hoodie for christmas. ^^ it's got fire up the sleeves. look at me, being all typical. yay! and you know, grant, i DO still have a webpage! ^_^ i got your card today. devils walk in strawberry fields, you know! the best christmas present i got, though, is without doubt the necklace seb got me. it's white gold and diamonds and looks like this. ^_^
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| grat. (those bug monsters.) |
[26 Dec 2001|01:21am] |
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i don't know how those silly kids get away with it! being better than me at webdesign... pssh. i bet they think this is a game! well, it's not! i think since i'm sixteen and have been designing for four years that i should be better. yes, really. well, you know, back when i started there were very few resources available. it was paint shop pro 3 for us advanced kids, and plain old notepad! if you weren't that advanced, well, there were always the geocities and tripod homepage builders. of course, those sites didn't even have ads at that point. banner ads weren't very common. now it's all pop-up crap with half-naked women selling cameras. bah!
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| beautiful when you're mad. |
[21 Dec 2001|11:43pm] |
life is so beautiful! but, of course, in my overobsessive definition, beautiful can mean more than just one thing. beauty can be pain. i am so happy right now, so happy even though there are so many things happening that i feel i should be sad over. but i can't be, because my heart is so light and i am just so, so happy. i feel... good, great, wonderful, perfect. i don't know how many times i have said that over the last few days. i'm in love and i can't hate anyone right now.
not even bryce. though that time-travel idea is a good one, melissa.
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| sephira. |
[18 Dec 2001|09:27pm] |
you've probably noticed that everyone is posting nostalgia trips about their time on the 'net... i posted mine down there. i had heard from some friends that some people were bashing sephira, the message board i'm an admin at, in theirs, so today i went looking to find out exactly what they had said. i looked at ex-member's sites, and surprisingly enough found nearly nothing bad, except for a few references to other people who were angry. only one of those that i found had a name, one which i was very surprised to read -- i thought that this person, at least, would have been more mature than to cruelly and ignorantly bash us, and without knowing the whole story.
well, i was wrong. thanks, sheila -- i'm really disappointed in you now. i actually had some respect for you. of course, this will never get to you, because you're too good for us. but anyway, for anyone who wants to know, here is what she said:
"Around that time I found Sephira since nearly all the FF-gaming girls I knew posted there. The place was horridly over-moderated by 14 year olds, each holding animosity towards their own members, but I posted there anyway since it was convenient.
There was one ghey incident where admins ordered Icha and others not to post about it on her blog (some people made a #sephira for chatting on some server, then a sephira admin comes into the chatroom with an anonymous name demanding ops. Then bans them from the board for not giving it. Ohkay.). Some admins agreed it was ghey. I think around then, things became really split. Over time more people got annoyed with Sephira's admins (well, DUH) and after a nice expose (thanks to hax0rs on teh inside) the sane people shipped outta there."
don't you think it's better to get both sides of a story before blaming people? that was always my way. but what can i say, i'm just a fourteen-year-old with animosity. (the funny this is, at the point, not one of us was fourteen. i think. ^^)
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