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Sunday, December 23rd, 2001
2:05 pm
So, last night was the pigface show....I get up to the place in chicago several hours early to ensure a good front rown center spot in the crowd, which I did get. IT's a pretty chilly night in Chicago and the city is definately living up to it's nickname, "The Windy City." Before the show, I met Jason Miller from godhead again. He was sans make up, which was really weird to see. He seemed to be in a bit of a hurry so I just wished him luck and let him go on his way. So, about an hour before we were let in they start posting signs that saaid that the show was going to be videotaped and that by entering the premises we are giving permission to have our voices and bodies used on video. I'm not sure if they taped every show or just this one. If anyone out there can let me know I would appreciate it. So, the show starts and some local chicago band opens up. I wasn't into this band at all, and it seemed like a very odd choice of a band to be opening up for an industrial show. After this band, Godhead came on. They did a pretty good job, like they usually do. I took one roll of film of them while they were performing. Then Gravity Kills came on. I am not a Gravity Kills fan and after seeing them live I know that I never will be. I was not impressed by their show. So, after them, they start setting up these screens to block the crowds veiw of the stage. After a while some music starts and there are a lot of lights shining beind the screens. You can see the figures of the band members and shining flashlights from behind the screens. Then after a little bit of that, Chris Connely (I know I probably spelled it wrong, but at this point in time I am too tired to care) came out in front of the screens and played a song while the people behind the screen spray painted various images onto the screens. Some of them were pictures, others words. One of them said "Pigface rocks" Anyway, after the song ws over, they took away the screens and then you could see the entire stage. It was an amazing sight to see that many good musicians together. Several songs into the set Meg finally comes out and durign the first song she was involved in, she grabbed my hand and used it to support herself as she leaned over the top of the crowd for about a minute or two. They did a lot of crowd interaction, a lot of them jumped onto the rail and hung out in the crowd. It was really cool to see that because most bands don't do things like that. So, a little bit later in the show Jared spots someone who has a big blow up doll, and he grabs it from her and does several pseudo- sex acts with it in several different positions before disguarding it into the crowd. The doll gets knocked around for a while and it gets punctured and deflates and somehow gets back on the stage. Jared picks it back up and stuffs it down his pants then throws it back out into the crowd. I managed to grab it and hold onto it for the rest of the show. It was an amazing show, amazing set list. Towards the end the bassist from godhead came out and he had a bottle of champaye and he shook it and popped the cork and sprayed it into the crowd. I ended up getting most of it I believe because I got some in my mouth, eyes, all over my coat, and on my camera. I'm not sure what happened for a minute or two after that because I couldn't see. The crowd was very crazy, as was the band. Jared was doing all kinds of crazyt hings. He got himself all wrapped up in a bunch of chords and he pulled down some of Martin's drums. I don't think that that was planned. Then they came out for the encores and some one had inflated a large raft and it was just floating along on top of the crowd and Meg jumps on it and surfs far out into the crowd while on it. It eventually tipped over and she fell into the crowd, but she made it out safely. Then the bassist from godhead decided that he wanted to try it, so he went out for a while as well. He eventually made it back to the stage, and one of the other guys, I can't think of his name damn it. I think he was laying keyboards or something, but anyway he went out for a trip on this raft and he floats all the way out to the balcony and he reaches up and climbs up the balcony from the top of the crowd. It was a great show, perhaps the best show tha tI have ever seen. I'm sure that I have left out a lot of things, but as I now sit here at 2 pm Indiana time on sunday having just got home and not slept yet, being covered in champayne, beer, sweat, blood, rain, and who knows what else, I can't realyl think of anything else to say about the show. So, after the show is over, I head out to go outside and Jared is out in the lobby signing things. So, I went over to him and had him sign the blow up doll that he molested on stage. So then I wet outside to wait and see if I could meet any of the band memebers. Now, I thought it was cold before the show. Outside, late at night in December in Chicago is NOT somewhere you want to be. It was unbelievably cold and the wind was very strong, which added to the declining temperature. Most people decided to just go home and only a handful waited around. First there were about 7 people, then after an hour there were only five and then another half hour goes by and there are only three of us dedicated, hardcore (or just plain fucking crazy lunatics...you make the distinction) fans left waiting. We are freezing our asses off. We are all barely able to move and struggling to move our mouth enough to talk, yet we remain there waiting. Finally, Levi comes out and I talk to him for a minute, shake his hand , tell him good show, and have him sign the blow up doll. I also got a picture of him and I. Then we wait around for another 15 minutes or so and Meg comes out and we talk to her and I get her to also sign that blow up doll. Then one of the gys leaves so it is only two of us remainign and it is about 3 am Chicago time by now. After waiting a bit longer, we saw the guy from hate department, Jared, and that other guy whose name I do not recall offhand. Well, we talk to them and I have them all sign the doll, and then when they are done signing it, I turn around and right there is Martin Atkins. So, of course I had him sign the doll as well and I took a picture with him and told him that that was probably the best show that I have ever seen and that I hope to see them around again soon. I do not spend too much time talking to martin, only a few minutes, because he is noticably freezing so I let him get into the vehicle to warm up. So, by this time, the only person tha tI hadnt got to sign this doll was Chris Connely. I waited anotheer 10 minutes and I still didnt see him so I decided to take off. I did nto want to but I was so frigigng cold that I could not handle it any longer. So, I managed to get this blow up oll that was used for onstage sex acts signed by everyone but Chris. Not too bad. I also ended up with a couple water bottles and a drum stick. I look forward to the tour dvd that they will be releasing sometime in the future. I am sure that I will make an appearance on it more than once because I had a lot of cameras on me and I was positioned in a good spot in the crowd and had a lot of the band memebers around me for the entire show. But, anyway, I have typed on for much to long I am afraid. I hope this long post doesn't annoy everyone, but I just thought some people would like to know how the show went :). As far as pictures, I got a couple rolls of film of pigface also, and when I get them all scanned and developed I will post them. Have a good day everyone.

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Friday, December 21st, 2001
10:37 am
I've got wild, staring eyes
And I've got a strong urge to fly
But I've go nowhere to fly to....fly to...fly to..

current music: Pink Floyd

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Thursday, December 20th, 2001
8:23 pm
Well, my hard drive decided to stop working the other day, so that basically means that I lost all my mp3s, and everything else i had on here...basically a little over 30 gigs worth of files...Luckily I had most of it backed up so all I lost were some pictures, conversations, and a few thousand mp3's....not as bad as it could have been, but still bad enough :(

current music: Laibach - Abuse And Confession

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Saturday, December 15th, 2001
1:48 pm
I have 360 hours 22 minutes and 53 seconds worth of mp3s. :oÞ

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10:48 am





Which Rocky character are you?

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Friday, December 14th, 2001
12:00 pm
LMAO












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Wednesday, December 12th, 2001
4:18 pm

I am most like http://www.stileproject.com.

You're
as dirty as they come. As much as I love StileProject, I must admit, it's pretty
much the underarm of the internet.

When you're not watching porn you can be found flipping through coroner's
reports.

Does the word "Japscat" ring a bell?

The Obscure Website Test

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Monday, December 10th, 2001
5:21 am

Waste 5 minutes of your life with
the QuasiGoth Dead Person Test!

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Saturday, December 8th, 2001
12:15 pm




Take the Online BULLSHIT fucktard tests:
How good are you in bed
test by dr jo0lie

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6:07 am
im bored, so im gonna annoy the hell out of everyone now



Click here to find out what size you really are




Take the What Cat Are You? test by webkin!





i hate tori, but here goes anyway



















I am 46% Raver.



Well, I have been to a rave. I probably know a bunch of ravers, but they may think of me as an outsider. That's okay, at least I am not a complete freak.

Take the RAVER Test at Fuali.com!






If I was an Autobot, I'd be:

Click to see what Autobot you could be!

Take the Transformers personality test at android5.com!




I AM 34% GEEK.



I probably work in computers, or a history
deptartment at a college. I never really
fit in with the "normal" crowd. But I have
friends, and this is a good thing.


Take the GEEK Test at Fuali.com!




I am a Fish with a Bicycle.

My poetry kills cows, but only with an acute sunset. Four score bald men take their coffee for a walk with my conveyer belt. Death pays those who interfere with my green amusement.

Are your giraffes on fire? The Utterly Surreal Test




If I were a work of art, I would be Piet Mondrian's Composition A.

I am rigidly organised and regimented, although my cold and unapproachable exterior hides a clever way of thinking and a rebellious and innovative nature. A lot of people don't understand me, but I can still affect them on an emotional level.

Which work of art would you be? The Art Test





I am 45% British, just like
Catherine Zeta Jones
A true English rose, but you know where the money is.

Take the Brit Quiz at
www.darrenlondon.tripod.com/britquiz1.htm

Quiz written by Daz daz71



Which Evil Criminal are You?



So ugly, it's cute! Budgett's Frogs, named after the explorer who discovered them, are large carnivorous South American frogs. They can grow to be 5 and a a half inches in size, but since they aren't very active they can be kept in a small 10 gallon aquarium. Their tank should be kept around 86*F and they cannot be housed with other animals because they will try to eat anything that moves!


If I were a James Bond villain, I would be Pussy Galore.

I enjoy flying, a good roll in the hay, and nerve gassing army bases.

I am played by Honor Blackman in Goldfinger.

Who would you be? James Bond Villain Personality Test




Anyone that licks me is sure to say I taste like:

Click here to take the new and improved Ice Cream Flavor Test at assbabies.org!



Wormtongue

Wormtongue

If I were a character in The Lord of the Rings, I would be Wormtongue, Man of Rohan, the chief counselor of Theoden.

In the movie, I am played by Brad Dourif.

Who would you be?
Zovakware Lord of the Rings Test  with Perseus Web Survey Software





Take the Reo Test!







30% - 40% (Skate Kiddy)


Young, angry, and some energy running through your veins.

Not entirely satanic, but definitely non-conformist.

Your peers probably diss you, but that's fine - they can all suck shit and die.

Take the DeathKiddy Test!




I am 36% Metal-Head.



Most other metal-heads acknowledge my presence, but they laugh at me behind my back. Maybe I need to stop spending all that money on haircuts and invest in a few Pantera T-shirts.


Take the Metal-Head Test at Fuali.com!

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Friday, December 7th, 2001
2:06 pm
[If I were an online test, I would be The Internet-Addict Test]

I'm The Internet-Addict Test!

I love in-jokes, especially if they help highlight the marvellously geeky cultural differences between my internet clique and the rest of the world.

Click here to find out which test you are!

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1:58 pm

It takes a village to satisfy my husband!

Which Clinton 'Ho Are You?

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Wednesday, December 5th, 2001
11:51 pm

Strawberry: 20/100 Pear: 20/100 Banana: 50/100 Tomato: 20/100 Lemon: 40/100

Take the What Fruit Are You? test by webkin and aaronr!




ooops....sorry wendy hehe :oÞ

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Sunday, December 2nd, 2001
9:02 pm
I've knelt at your alter
I've cut out my heart
I've lived in your Ruins
my pain is your art

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5:51 pm

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Saturday, December 1st, 2001
10:37 am
1.What is your full name?: James Matthew Owen
2. Ruff Ryders or Flip Mode Squad?: uhm...i dunno
3. When was the last time you had sex?: hehe...i dunno..its been a little while
4. What color underwear do you have on right now?: white
5. What song are you listening to now?: Roger Waters- Each Small Candle
6. What was the last thing that you did?: put lotion on the tattoo
7. What is right next to you?: duh, my computer dumbass
8. What is your computer desk made of?: woog
9. Who was the last person you ate out with?: i havvent eaten out with anotehr person in a long, long time...probly my sister
11. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?: orange
12. Where do you want to go on your honeymoon?: i dunno...where ever the other person wants to go i suppose
13. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with?: wouldnt you like to know
14. Do you have a lava lamp?: yup
15. How many buddies do you have on your list?: for lj? 69...hehe
16. How's the weather right now?: cool and wet
17. Have you ever smoked pot?: yup
18. What color are your sheets?: black and white
19. Last person that you talked to on the phone?: wendy
20. Are you a commie-nazi?: hehe not that im aware of
21. Who do you most admire?: there are a few people
23. Do you like the person that sent this to you?: i stole it from wendy and i think its safe to say, yes i do like her a lot
24. What is your dream pet?: a pet that doesnt eat, shit, or piss
25. How do you eat an Oreo?: white stuff first
26. Fave M&M;: red
27. Dream Car?: i dotn really care about cars
28. Favorite Day of the week?: saturday
29. Perfect Date?: i dunno
30. Age?: 21
31. Eye Color?: really ugly blue
32. Hair color?: black....light brown roots
33. Height?: 6 foot, 6 foot 1......somewhere in there
34. Do you wear contacts?: nope
35. Do you have braces?: no, but i have always needed them
36. Siblings and their ages?: two sisters......charity 26 or 27....charlotte 24 i think
37. What school do you attend?: none currently
38. Who do you consider to be some of your closest friends: john i guess even t hough hes a fucking asshole...thats all in person
39. If you could change one thing about you, what would it be?: there isnt any one thing...there are a lot of things
40. What was the best advice ever given to you and from whom?: i dunno...mom has probly given me some good words of wisdom at som epoint...i really cant remember
41. Dream Girl? hehe i have someone in mind...
42. Have you ever won any special awards?: not that i recall
44. Favorite food?: anything that i will eat
45. Fave movie? i dont have any one favorite movie...there are many that i love
46. Fave day of year?: every day is just another day to me
47. Fave month?: look above
48. Fave girls perfume? dont really have one
49. Favorite Shampoo/Conditioner?: pantene pro v
50. Fave guys cologne?: i dunno
51. What kind of car do you drive?: 88 oldsmobile cutless cierra
52. What is your favorite thing to do in the summer?: trying to figure out how to not be fucking hot all the time
54. What's your favorite Drink?: coke
55. What's your favorite ALCOHOLIC drink?: just the thought of alcohol makes me nearly vomit
56. Are you too shy to ask someone out?: yes
57. If you could change your name, what would it be?: Deadmaker
59. Do you sleep naked?: yeah...
60. Have you ever ran around naked?: yup
60. Have you ever been in love?: yup
61. What is the stupidest thing you've ever done?: oh hell, lots of things i imagine....everything you do would be seen as stupid to at least one other person...so i guess everything i do is stupid
62. What will your first son's name be?: i dunno
63. First daughter?: i don't know
64. Pets? i have a cat
65. Are your parents together or divorced?: been divorced since i was really young
66. Do you like scary or happy movies better?: i prefer a good ole drama
67. On the phone or in person?: in person
68. Night or day?: night
69. Summer or winter?: winter
70. Lust or Love?: love
71. Kisses or hugs? depends on who the person is
72. If you could go any where, where would it be?: definately not indiana
73. Do you consider cheerleading a sport?: nope
74. What's your favorite song?: i dont have any one favorite song....they change constantly...
75. Have you ever had an online romance?: yup
76. What did you think of this survey?: eh, its keeping me busy
77. Do you want your friends to write back?: if they want to....most of them wont im sure...i dont even think most of them read it even
78. Who is most likely to respond?: wendy......and john will no doubt put another cowardly comment up
79. Who is least likely to respond?: pratically everyone but john and wendy
80. Now what are you going to do?: finish the lat 10 questions...what else?
81. Ever been grounded?: yeah, one time
82. Brittany or Christina?: neither....hog tie them and toss them in the middle of a busy interstate
83. BSB or N*SYNC?: neither of them either
84. Pop, Rock, Country, Classical, Oldies or Rap?: out of those id say oldies...i prefer industrial or goth htough
85. Favorite Comedy Movie?: Monty Python and the Holy Grail
86. Favorite Scary Movie?: the whole nightmare on elm street series
87. Favorite Movie Quote?: "It's not easy having a good time. Even smiling makes my face ache." -Rocky Horror Picture Show
88. why do you fill these damn things out?: because i fucking feel like it
89. what is your over all favorite band (band not rap group)?: PIG
90. what is the most recent concert you went to?: vnv nation

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Sunday, November 25th, 2001
1:12 pm
yay......lame immortelle is planning on a spring/summer 2002 US tour!!

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12:56 am
well livejournal people, matt just got his first tattoo tonight, right on the back of the neck...ill try to get a pic of it soonl....i will post it as soon as i do

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Saturday, November 24th, 2001
12:15 am
I'm A Spawn! Take the 'What Quake monster am I?' test!

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Thursday, November 22nd, 2001
11:51 am
well, i have a few days without john....hes went to indianapolis for a few days...i am hoping for the worst of course...but knowing my luck he will return unharmed and unhurt...so please everyone join me in happiness and rejoicing....at least for a couple days...

no doubt he will jump all over this post when he gets back im sure.....but thats ok i would expect nothing more out of him

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