| Ok, this is just starting to get fucking weird.... |
[19 Feb 2004|10:51pm] |
Ok, so you may know that I have Recurring Dreams which pop with some regularity. Well, they showed up last night, times two...
dream #1:
So I'm out with some kids. We're just kinda hanging out, wandering around. As it works out, there's 3 boys (myself, and my brother Joe, and possibly my friend Jacob) and 3 girls (one of them was my friend Nichole, who I apparently am kinda thinking about hooking up with).
For some reason we need to hit up an ATM; probably to get foods. As it turns out, because of the neighborhood we're in, the closest ATM is right by my parents' house. Actually, it's attached to it. A couple quick observations are worth mentioning here... First, the ATM being attached was actually taken from reality to an extent, where there's a dumpster enclosure attached to my parents' place. Second, in my dream, "my parents' place" is actually my childhood home of about 6 years, near Tierra Santa, in San Diego.
So we are standing around at the side of my parents' place, waiting for whoever it was among us to get their money. This house had a sliding glass door leading to the den, just to the right of where the ATM was in my dream. I could see my sister in there, and as it turns out, She was in there, hanging out with Havie. She saw us outside, though the glass door, and came out to talk. "How dare you?? Why would you think it was ok to bring a date around me?" (In my dreams, She cares a lot more about this kinda thing than I'm sure She does in real life.) I try to explain that it's not a date, but She points out that there's a 3 to 3 ratio, and She knows I have a thing for one of the girls.
At this point there's some missing events. I'm not sure if I just can't remember them, or if they simply did not take place in the dream. That'll happen sometimes, where dreams just kinda jump around. Anywho, leaping forward a short time...
We ended up talking for a while, and we're on friendly terms for the moment. There's some hugging, and maybe kisses on the face. I remember distinctly She said "Now I can eat again." This doesn't make a lot of sense out of context, but it was because She'd been so upset lately She couldn't even eat. This goes on for a while, and then I wake up.
At least, I think I woke up. I can't say conclusively that I did. I remember looking at my cellphone to see the time, and it was around 5am. Then I lay there trying to recall the details of the dream. Now, normally I would just assume I was awake at this point, but something rather unprecedented happened next...
Dream #2:
Now, this one's pretty jumbled. I don't necessarily recall a cohesive sequence of events, or their order. There's a lot of holes in this one. Here's what I do remember though...
I was in my old neighborhood again, like in the last dream. There was something about street performers, who were targeting their acts toward children. Only it was weird, because they were wearing these elaborate foam suits, like on children's television.
There was this one woman, dressed I believe as some kinda friendly dragon, but she had a Star Trek insignia on her left breast. I was trying to convince her to make a children's Star Trek show. She was hesitant at first, but I think she agreed to at least try.
Then we come to a completely different scene. I'm not sure how this is related to the street performers, or which came first, or how it moved from one to the other, but they were part of the same story arc, somehow... I find myself inside a building. I think it may have been near where I was talking to the street performers. It's a house or an apartment. I'm sitting near an open window, talking with Her.
I remember looking out the window, and seeing lights in the windows of the building across the way spelling out "help me". Like, the lights were set up in such a way that they formed the letters by which windows were lit up. This was done in 2 different places, and I remember thinking it was a joke... Not sure what the significance of that was, but there it is.
She we are talking and smiling and snuggling close. We kiss. And kiss again. Then start making out. We babble for a time about how much we missed being together, and the love, and all that kinda stuff. The question arises about wether She's happy with the way things are going, and She replies, "How could I not be happy, with a sexy boy that I love sitting in my lap and kissing me?"
Now, this is the weird part... I tell her about how I missed her a lot, and that I had been dreaming about her. In fact, I told her about the dream I had just had 4 hours earlier. ATM and all. I told her about all the other dreams I had about her recently. This might not sound like a big deal, but it kinda blew my mind when it happened. It's like, you're having that amazing, wonderful dream, and you wake up, and realize none of it happened. And there's that crushing disappointment that hits you briefly. Only this time, in the second dream, I'm talking about those other dreams, which kinda leads one to believe they're not, in fact, dreaming. It it was just kinda like, "Fuck!" when I had to go through that twice in one morning.
At least I'm not dreaming about her dying, lately.
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pissed off
sad
tired