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Fire Goddess... [25 Jan 2005|02:24am] saint_angelus [ mood | in love...duh.. ] [ music | This years love - By: David Grey ] I have entire film script about me and her. We have been going out fro over three years. But for now lets just say this... I love her... she loves me... and I wouldnt ask for anything more in my life... ~ Christof ~ Love or Lust?

Love or Lust [17 Sep 2004|04:21pm] soulsingerinluv I am so in love with Eric. He's been with me for 3 months. Yet at the same time, I lust for him. Like so badly. I get upset when he refuses to make love. And when he cancels our RENDEVOUS because of something else. And, it's always me that's asking for it. Yeah, well. You know, when he asks for it, I am so YES! And when I ask for it, he's like "projects, baby, i got tons of work to do!" Maybe because I 'lost' our baby. While I was having him/her, he was at my every beck and call. He was the one who urges me to get rid of it. Now that it's truly gone, he's treating me worse than I ever could imagine. It's like he doesn't care. But love. It's too strong it blinds reality. And lust. I hate that word. Maybe I shouldn't have posted this. It should go under Depression. 22 Love or Lust?s| Love or Lust?

[26 Aug 2004|12:07am] amethyst_lust Hey I'm new. I love stories about lust and love ... as you can see by my info. Does anyone have any stories about getting with one of your friends you haven't seen in awhile. ::sighs:: That just happened to me and I wish I could see what it was like for other people. M e l a n i e Love or Lust?

Hi [02 Jul 2004|11:53pm] dead_rain [ mood | cynical ] I'm new. I'm 16 and a total loser bitch, but we can pretend I'm cool, okay? okay. let me just say that I have begun to absolutely loathe the entire concept of sex. I mean, it feels good, of course... but I just don't understand what's so great about it. I guess I'm biased though; I lost my virginity to someone who pretends the entire incident never happened, much less admits to taking my virginity. I swear, though, when it happened it was the most beautiful thing ever. and I still love the girl more than I thought was possible for a 16 year old kid. and it absolutely kills me. 5 Love or Lust?s| Love or Lust?

[01 Jul 2004|10:13pm] _surfxboard [ mood | ditzy ] [ music | usher, confessions ] hey!i just joined this!my name is kate im 14 and from texas!yeah. i am good at basketball(my fave sport) listen to mostly rap and r&b; and punk-rock.hotpink is awsome.i love guys.im just looking for more LJ friends so read my info page if u wanna know more. aight. if i post,it will probablly be about love more than lust,or a confussion between the two. and it happens often! love kate + hold up, wait a minute, lemme put some pimpin in it + Love or Lust?

[01 Jul 2004|10:38am] jadedtease [ mood | good ] [ music | Poe ] Hey all! Looks like there hasn't been an entry in here in a while, so tada! An entry! Okay, so it's a newbie post merely introducing myself. Anywho, I'm Ryn, nice to meet you all. I'm 19, and have been mostly single for the past year. Well, I had a boyfriend for one month, got a little more than innocently (but not sexually) involved with a married man, and then I recently had a strictly physical relationship with a guy from theatre that ended before anything serious actually happened. Because of that relationship, I have a question, but first a little background: I've always been surrounded by male friends, but never had a lot of boyfriends. I always thought it was because I was chubby or plain looking. The boyfriends I did have would tell me I was gorgeous, that they didn't deserve me, and I never believed them. Shit, I'm sounding full of myself, but that's not it, really. I do have a point to this. So, I've been seeing myself in a different light lately, and I think it's the right one. Men are attracted to me by the strange combination of confidence and innocent shyness that I exude. And I have been told by many men that I am intimidating, though I never saw myself that way. I don't even know what I look like anymore. I recently lost 20 lbs and didn't recognize myself twice yesterday. Once in a mirror, once in a photograph taken 2 days ago that happened to be turned upside down so I didn't recognize my face... Okay, now I'm just rambling. Anywho, I have a question. Because I always saw myself as chubby and unattractive, I always repressed my sexuality as a young teen. I would wear clothes to hide my curves... I turned down guys who asked me out because I thought I wasn't good enough for them. I didn't get my first kiss until I was 16. So since I was a late bloomer, I've only voluntarily slept with 1 guy, a boyfriend I had for 2 years. There was another guy I had sex with, but we were both drunk, and I really don't count that since I barely remember it. My problem is that I just can't have random sex. It's not like I want to go out and have one-night stands around town, but if I meet a guy I am attracted to, why can't I just go with the attraction? I think most of this is a psychological thing, but there is one physical thing that may attribute to my sexual reluctance. Of course, this may not be the right community for going that deep into my sex life, lol. If anyone wants to know, and if the mod gives the okay, I'll go into that too. Can anyone offer any suggestions? I like being a flirt, being a tease, but my being a tease didn't come about because it was something I wanted to do. It's because of the insecurities I have. (But I figure I'll enjoy doing it while it's fun...) 1 Love or Lust?| Love or Lust?

Spies came out of the water.. [31 May 2004|12:38pm] 3079 [ music | Carlos Santana Feat. Dido - Feels Like Fire ] Hi, This is my first post in this community. Im not to sure how to actually start this off, there is this guy in America who I am so in lust with *laughing*, and it seems really odd to me considering im in NZ. Stressing that its only lust, but then I rang him up this weekend for a chat or what nots. And it occurred to me that he sounded exactly like my ex.. so for a while, the world stopped for me and I went down memory lane. I have told myself repeatedly that all I feel for this guy is lust, its nothing else I refuse to let it be anything else, for that would entirely screw me up altogether, I don't need to feel an emotional complication for a guy on the other side of the world again. Yes, I had fallen for a guy on the other side of the world, I still am very much in conflict over him, even though we have broken up three years ago, that in itself is a long strange story. And Im not sure why this is relevant, but I have been here a while just as a lurker. I just wanted to feel that Im not alone I guess, that im not being a silly girl over such matters.. that I could fall for this man (even though he likes another). We are both so clear on the fact that all that links us is lust, nothing else. I refuse to fall for him, and somehow I think its the worst thing I could of ever done in phoning him up, because I can fall for him for all the wrong reasons in the world, because the main thing is he reminds me of my ex. I have decided to give myself a month and if any feelings change on my side, I will not talk to him ever again, harsh isnt it, but why stretch something out if the situation changes? I don't think its fair on myself. I must sound like a real cow now. Sorry for babbling on, I just didn't want to put it in my personal journal. 1 Love or Lust?| Love or Lust?

[29 May 2004|03:50pm] shot600times [ mood | amused ] I'm not the type to give a guy a fake number. That's just lame. But what do you do when you're put on the spot and a supposedly nice guy you don't really care for whatsoever asks for your number? Give him the nationwide rejection hotline? Nope. Give him your email instead? Nah. Give him a fake number? Ding ding ding. Has anyone ever given a guy they didn't like the reject number line? Or has anyone given you the reject number line? I wrote a bit about my experience with giving a guy a fake number. (Read here.) Would you be upset if a guy gave you a fake number. And if you saw him again, would you confront him? 2 Love or Lust?s| Love or Lust?

cross post. [12 May 2004|09:43pm] r3d_lost [ mood | worried ] [ music | tv ] please don't hate me for sharing this sex_toys (toys toys toys.. and the health tips/advise) *hides* 2 Love or Lust?s| Love or Lust?

[11 Apr 2004|12:25am] nascargirl8_24 Ok there is this guy that I have been sleeping with for like 4 months now. He says we are going out, but I don't think so. We have never did anything but have sex. I have been thinking that he has a real girlfriend that I don't know about. I met him online but we found out we go to the same college. He doesn't live here so it can be true. I never asked him and In kinda don't care cause I only want to have sex with him. I told him that too. He didn't really like that I said that, but its true. He acts like a jerk. The only reason I like him is because he is hot. How can I find out if he really has a gf and how can I stop lusting over him? What you think this guy really wants from me? 5 Love or Lust?s| Love or Lust?

[03 Apr 2004|02:41pm] hypntizethemoon from seer Take it. Post it. Spread the love. 8 Love or Lust?s| Love or Lust?

First Post is a Charm [24 Mar 2004|01:34pm] vampiregrl1 [ mood | curious ] Hey what's up? So here we go.. There is this this guy.. he isn't all that. but i think i really like him.. where as an few of my friends think i am only using him to have someone hold me.. i really don't think this is the case. but how can i be sure. u know? i just want to know if what i am feeling is lust or love.. Pleez reply to asap.. thanks 2 Love or Lust?s| Love or Lust?

SURVEY [12 Mar 2004|10:58pm] theelegantstorm **The Seven Deadly Sins** **ANGER** 1. Who did you last get angry with? My sister 2. What is your weapon of choice? a good bat 3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? Yes, and I have. 4. How about of the same sex? Haha. I have. 5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? My sister 6. What is your pet peeve? People who start shit and then blame it on someone else. 7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? I forgive but I don't forget easily. **SLOTH** 1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? Drink 8 glasses of water. 2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? 9pm 3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't? Crystal Pedraza. 4. What is the last lame excuse you made? I dunno if she's in town. 5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through? yeah, I'm a lamer, but it was a good infomercial! :) 6. When was the last time you got a good workout? a good workout? I don't think I ever have but I worked out a while back, and I wanna try it again. 7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? today? NONE Yesterday 5 times. **GLUTTONY** 1. What is your over-priced yummy beverage of choice? Bubble thai tea 2. Meat eaters: white meat or red meat? White meat 3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?Woah! Like 17 shots of Whiskey, a 6pack of smirnoff, and like 4 bottles of boones. 4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? No. 5. Do you have an issue with your weight? yes, I want to loose about 52 pounds. but then I'd be like 100 pounds. 6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? some of all are nice. LOL 7. Have you ever looked at a small housepet or child and thought "Food!"? Um, no. **LUST** 1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? 12 2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)? 11 3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? Yeah. sometimes. 4. Have you "done it"? Yes. 5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? chest, face. 6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? LoL, no. 7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? No, but I'm getting a papsmear in a couple of weeks **GREED** 1. How many credit cards do you own? none 2. What's your guilty pleasure store? target, ambercrombie, charlotte russe, or hot topic 3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? I'd buy me a house, buy me a new car, pay off my mom's truck, get my dad a truck, pay my mom's house off, buy my granny a small house and a small car. 4. Would you rather be rich, or famous? Rich, by far. I would hate to be famous and have people with cameras up my nose all the time. 5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? Yeah. 6. Have you ever stolen anything? Yes. 7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive? 1 **PRIDE** 1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? I am paying for my education with out my parents help. 2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? going to school and finishing my education. 3. What would you like to accomplish in your life? Graduate college, get a good job, get married, buy a home, have a baby boy and live happily ever after. 4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? Sometimes. 5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? No. 6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? Yeah. 7. What did you do today that you're proud of? going to lunch with my grandmother **ENVY** 1. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces"? Hilary duff 2. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? ME! 3. Have you ever been cheated on? Yes. 4. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? Yeah, bigger boobs 5. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? Uh...? 6. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey? Nope. **Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? Lust Love, MOI 2 Love or Lust?s| Love or Lust?

[10 Mar 2004|02:04am] theelegantstorm I'm a newbie anyone wanna fill me in how this works? Love or Lust?

[02 Mar 2004|11:55am] r3d_lost New community sex_toys please join! Love or Lust?

[06 Feb 2004|01:44pm] the_essential Hi, check out the new community for intelligent and artistic people seeking muses finding_muses. Thanks for looking.... Love or Lust?

Bah [18 Jan 2004|11:04am] lonely_flower [ mood | blah ] [ music | Love Actually soundtrack ] How come when a relationship is starting to go wrong, and you know you'd be better off with this person just as a close friend, you still want to shag them every time you see them? 2 Love or Lust?s| Love or Lust?

[05 Jan 2004|04:48pm] _colorblind [ mood | curious ] [ music | TV ] Ignore the fact that I'm new. I just have one question for everyone. What do you think is the difference between love and lust? 4 Love or Lust?s| Love or Lust?

[31 Jul 2003|05:48pm] belmontaudi Hi everyone I am new to the community. 16 years of age and i live in a small cow town. That's about it. Well I moved to my town at the beginning of this past school year and I met this amazing guy who was on the football/basketball/baseball team. We dated for a few months, then once basketball season started I became very good friends with his teammate, Tim. We got too close actually. I somehow allowed myself to love Tim more than I did the guy I was with, which was part of the reason why we broke up. Well everyone thought Tim and I were dating, but we weren't. Things cooled off between us, and then I got together with my current boyfriend, who has been my best friend since I've lived here. Well we've been dating for 3 months now, and Tim has been writing me love letters and telling me how he can't bare to see me with another guy. Tim and I get along GREAT, we even work together, but I can't allow him to get between my boyfriend and I again, especially since Tim is going off to college, and I have two more years of high school left. I just can't figure out my feelings for him right now. It's all confusing. Cheers 1 Love or Lust?| Love or Lust?

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