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Sunday, June 23rd, 2002
8:32 pm - better run run run run run run run away...
so I've had it up to here ::indicates an area somewhere ten feet over her head:: with stupid people. Duane, Jon and Walter decided last night to have a boys night, so they left me and Liana to sit and do nothing. We ended up looking up porn on my dad's comp to see what crazy shit he has now. I hope you guys are happy with how much the boredom attacked us last night....::gives the three the evil eye:: so I go to my grandma's house today, and it's the same as it always is, kinda relaxing, yet taxing at the same time. I guess that happens every time I see my relatives, though. I get home to have six new messages on me machine. Five or so were from Liana, silly girl. One's from Duane apologizing for ditching us last night. Sokay, I still reserve the right to not take them somewhere when they ask/beg/plead to go with. Fuck them. Fuck them up their stupid asses. But not right now, Garron wants to go to P-town tonight and I want to go to Witch's Castle, which requires more than one male who can look intimidating. Soooo.....yeah, I am Jack's raging boredom. I kind of have a headache. It's not that fun. I want to do something, but I don't want to drive. Ah well....maybe Jon will decide to call me back and do something tonight, or Duane....who knows. That still rankles me.....grrrrr.....stupid boys with your stupid penises that you make your stupid decisions with....from what I heard, you didn't have that much fun, either!! ::eyetwitch:: serves you right......

anywho, enough with my blathering....I'm entirely too irritated to keep ranting, so I'm going to run along and maybe maim something.....here Wheezy!!

current mood: predatory
current music: Psycho Killer by: Talking Heads

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Thursday, June 20th, 2002
5:12 am - I think my mask of sanity is about to slip...
so I hung out with people tonight. at my house...amazing how quickly I bounce back from being around too many people, isn't it? Anywho, we watched this cheesy ass zombie/supernatural/horror/whatever movie with Lou Diamond Phillips and Lori Petty that blew large monkey goats. And then...there was American Psycho. I don't know who told Jon that it wasn't good, but they were lying. I thought it was damn cool. I puzzled it out in the end, it made me feel all squishy inside. If you haven't seen it, do, it's worth it. And Christian Bale!! ::fans herself:: oi.....so yeah, people over tonight/this morning/whatever, and I'm tired, so I'm going to run along......

current mood: impressed

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Tuesday, June 18th, 2002
12:35 am - aaaaahhhhhhhh...........
so much free time to myself. what to do...what to do...I can read, I've got book 6....hrm....yeah, sounds like a good idea. I've been around people a lot lately and I've been going nuts. I need loner time. crazy thing growing up as an only child, isn't it? I had boy time last night with the guys. Garron came by and picked all our asses up and we trekked out to portland. We sat at the Roxy, listened to some songs, drank some coffee, good times. Then we went walking around. We went by Klub Z and it was open 'cause of Pride and free to boot...gotta love it. So we sat around there for a little bit, danced a little, sat a little. The Underground wasn't open, though...ah well....we then went off and walked around further, got serenaded by a guy needing money for a bus ticket to Eugene, or something...strange stuff.....all we could really understand was his singing, because he mumbled the rest. Gotta love the extreme personalities wandering around Portland at 2 am. We ended up at the fountain for a while, then went back. Got home at around 3 or 4 am or so, can't remember exactly. Played a lot of Tekken 3. Watched Dude, Where's My Car? and laughed lots. Garron went home after Tekken 3, though, so he missed the movie. Then after the movie, Walter and Jon played more Tekken and then Walter left. By this point it was 5 or 6 am or so. Duane passed out on my couch, so Jon and I sat up talking till about 9:30 or so, when I finally passed out. Today was Paul and Allison day, though Duane was still here, and Nolan ended up showing up. We watched Monkeybone. Not too great, but definitely twisted. I likes....Took Duane and Paul home, though sat in Paul's driveway and talked for like, an hour. Then I finally got my ass home and now here I am. Sitting, pondering what exactly to do. I kind of like just sitting here, though, left to my own thoughts. It's about time that I get time to myself. I've been going a bit nutty these last few days, because I really don't like being around people all the time, hence the loner bit. Ah well. Maybe I just won't answer the door tomorrow. I think I'll also start screening calls. Sounds like a plan. My pappy is leaving tomorrow morning, anyways, so I'll *really* be alone. Fun times. I think it will be a "Make Stephie Not Stressed" day, which will consist of me sitting around, probably reading, maybe nerding out, maybe talking on the phone. That's probably the only human contact that I'll have, and I think I'm going to pee myself if it actually works. We'll see....anywho, I've done enough rambling for today......

current mood: relaxed
current music: Kali is the Sweethog by: bigdumbface

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Saturday, June 15th, 2002
2:27 am - I want to have litters of Wes Boreland's babies...
so I'm sitting here. Just sitting. Walter and Reinnika are sacked out on my bed. We had drinking fun time at Duane's house. I'm starting to listen to rock again, Duane started me on it. It's gravy. I likes. Of course, it's more of a different kind of rock then what I listened to when I was into it before. ::shrugs:: ah well. I'm getting excited about the band thing. There's a real chance of us doing something, going somewhere. It doesn't really matter where, I guess, just as long as we have fun on the way. I'm already starting to get a blister on my right thumb because of playing. Maybe they'll toughen up again. I'd like that, because they're ouchy right now. Yup....I'm kind of tired/buzzed still. Oh well....I'm going to run along now.

current mood: mellow
current music: The Box by: Snot

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Tuesday, June 11th, 2002
3:42 am - Ben Affleck really *IS* the shit in Phantoms!!
so we (Jon, Duane and I) had an impromptu Rag Party. They decided that they were on their time of the month to go along with me so we could eat fatty foods and veg. We rented movies, too. Iron Monkey, Phantoms (hence the title) and From Hell. I never got to finish Iron Monkey before, but I really liked the ending of it and everything. Plus, all the hot asian guys flying around doing kung fu was good, too...::drools:: Then there was Phantoms. It was pretty damn good, I thought, very good horror flick. Plus, well, Ben Affleck! ::fans herself:: Then there was From Hell, with my ever favorite (even though he's damn old) Johnny Depp. ::le swoon:: I really liked how they played with the whole story of Jack the Ripper, and I must say, Heather Graham looks damn good as a redhead. I just found it funny that Johnny Depp was an opium addict in the movie. Made me want to run out and rent Fear and Loathing...::giggles:: Anywho, yes, so we sat around and ate chocolate and chocolate chip mint ice cream and almond roca cookies (::drools more::) and watched movies and the boys got to listen to me drool over the guys in the movies. It was good times. Joe had also stopped by during Phantoms and stayed for a little bit of From Hell. I should have Allison watch Phantoms, she can sit and pant over Rose McGowan. ::giggles:: Well, not a whole lot else to say, so I'm gonna run along now...

current mood: tired

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3:15 am - I kind of liked the picture....::cheesy grin::




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3:11 am - ::cackles:: I used to watch this show all the time!!
Which Character from Rocko's Modern Life are You? Take the test here

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Sunday, June 9th, 2002
11:58 pm - "You are gifted in many ways."...in bed
::snickers:: anywho, here I am again. Duane and Jon just left, but the Chadd and Paul are still here. I talked to the Ryan monster on the phone again today. He was STOOOOONED!! OOOooOOO! ::points at the stoner boy even though she does it herself and whatnot:: so yeah....he was very goofy and laughing a lot and stuff. It was cute, in the way that he was stoned and giggly and it was sort of cute kind of cute, ya know? Ok, so maybe not, but whatever. I made the boys sit down and watch that Chippendales video that I found yesterday. We had a good giggle. It used to be my mammy's but she forgot about it. Ah well, it's an hour of cheap entertainment for us!! woot! I just bleh'd at Chadd. He asked me "What" And I said "nothing" Excitement! I bet you bitches are on the edge of your seats!! yessssss.......so anywho, I got my guitars back from Richie today, though he wouldn't give back Duane's bass, which kind of irked me, just in his delivery of his refusal, though. It's ok, though, because I left him in one piece, for now. Though if he would have come over after I stewed for a little longer he would have died. Fear me and my bleeding anger!! hrm....not a whole lot to say. The Dean needs new strings 'cause the ones Richie gave me were used. :P Well, that's about that....

PS: RYAN! CALL ME AGAIN, YOU PHOOL! I NEED TO TALK TO YOU!!

current mood: tired

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Saturday, June 8th, 2002
8:28 pm - "I toast, therefor I am"
Not a whole lot going on right now. My pappy got home about an hour or so ago. Reinikka and Walter have just left. They cleaned my living room (thanks, you guys!!) and Walter bought me breakfast/lunch. I also vacuumed. They woke me up, it was 1 pm. I also got a very mysterious call....OOOoooooOOOO......"Who was it?" you ask me...well, ok, so it wasn't very mysterious. It was...RYAN! ::grins:: we talked for like, two hours. It was good fun. All on his time, but still, he wants to visit, but when it's cold. He's planning on visiting after the wedding on Halloween, so it's going to be after November, kids. I want him to come visit. He can sleep in my room or something, like everyone else. I warned him of my nocturnal unconscious wanderings, but he didn't seem to mind too much...little does he know!! MUAHAHAHA!! ::ahem:: anywho, yes, so he's going to visit, probably during the wintertime. Little does he know that it's cold and *rainy* here during the winter. Ah well, his choice. I'm excited, though. And no crowding!! The Ryan needs his space!! ::bounce:: feel the excitement!! hrm...what else to talk about...I dunno if my grandpappy is coming to visit...::shrugs:: My dad will be in town for at least a week this time, if not for 10 days. 10!! Whole days! ::gasp:: hrm.....still nothing coming....I hung out with the Liana monster yesterday. She took me out to the Saigon...OOOooOOo ::drools:: and then we went picked up the Duane. We saw the Walter and the Reinikka and the Walter has agreed to be the drummer for Double Blind. JOY! Now to just find that pesky second guitar player. ::frump:: hrm....stuff and more stuff.....I feel like I'm just listing off stuff from the day, like a shopping list or something. eh, whatever. Hrm...I should start checking out comic shops and whatnot around here so I actually have something to show Ryan when he visits. There are some, but none that are really all that great. I've been to very few, too. Ah well. I need to start my Johnny collection. I need comix, beetch!! Well, I also want a good video collection. Which reminds me, I just need Evil Dead 2 on video then I'll have all three!! yay me! mmm.....listening to Dead Can Dance right now. I like this album lots, the more I listen to it the more I like it. Toward the Within, I believe. ::swoon:: Anywho, I've rambled long enough....

current mood: pleased
current music: Dead Can Dance

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Friday, June 7th, 2002
12:43 am - don't forget the road cone or the duct tape!!
Home Circumcision!!

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Wednesday, June 5th, 2002
1:11 am - damn the man....
well, if anyone read that last entry, it still applies...

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12:54 am - bands....
is there anyone out there that can play guitar or drums? We might not need either, but anyone with skills would be appreciated. A friend of mine is putting together a band and we're looking for a second guitarist and possibly a drummer. Your own equipment, desire, and ample time a must. There are 7 original songs already written and we've got connections up the arse.

Influences: snot, coal chamber, white zombie (circa Astro-Creep)....heavy riff-stuff

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Tuesday, June 4th, 2002
11:15 pm - I'm dead sexy!





Which Jhonen Vaquez character are you? By EmReznor.

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11:10 pm - odd, and I thought I was ageless.....

26

I act like I'm 26.
This test was brought to you by David - Part of the David and James phenomenon. Take it here.

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10:47 pm - he was obsessed with spirals, so he killed himself in a washing machine...
just got off of the phone with Kristen. She's having an....interesting time. ::giggles:: she told me about some movie that she had seen and that's where the subject comes from. ok, ran out of things to say....

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Monday, June 3rd, 2002
1:36 pm - yay!
Duane taught me a song and I can play it already!!! Maybe I'm not so completely rusty as I thought!

current mood: giddy

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Sunday, June 2nd, 2002
8:41 pm - quiz time!!

:: how jedi are you? ::







which "monty python and the holy grail" character are you?

this quiz was made by colleen




Victim was chained to you, then were slowly crushed as the handle was turned. Smaller versions of you held only the victim's head. Oww. You're a real pain to be around when you're angry, but you could force a confession out of the most stubborn.

What torture would you be?



I'm the Engrish Bear!


You always want to be clean. Sometimes.

Take the "What weird
obsession are you?" quiz
by
Kazzie
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Which monkey are you?



that's it for now, kiddies!


current mood: lazy
current music: Kashmir by: Page and Plant

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2:06 am - it was truly a happy KMFDM day....
I went to the show tonight. It's the first one I've been to in a really long time. I'm damn happy I went!! Walter ended up coming with Allison, Paul, Erica and I, which was cool 'cause he provided some comic relief with his drunken antics (don't worry, Rein, he was a good boy!) Also the creepmeister Christopher Robin was there, hitting on Erica again. I had to swoop in for the kill to be rid of him. He was trying to be polite in talking to me, but I gave him the "I-know-you're-a-slime-ball-so-you-may-leave-now" smile. He deserved it. There were lots of people at the show, I saw a lot of people I recognized. I wore the dominatrix boots, but they killed me feets. I ended up taking them off afterwards. All is well for now, though. They'll probably smart in the morning, though. I must say, although they sound vastly different from their studio recordings, KMFDM is very good live. They played lots of stuff from their old albums, such as Megalomaniac, Spit Sperm, Rules, and my personal favorite....Ultra! ::does a happy dance::

Oi, I'd go on more, but my body is telling me that I'm tired and need to go sleep. I might write more about the show later, but this will have to do for now.....

current mood: ecstatic
current music: Ultra by: KMFDM (playing in me head from da concert, yo!)

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Saturday, June 1st, 2002
1:21 am - ok, bitches!!
time to hit the liquor hard!! woot!

Stephie

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Tuesday, May 28th, 2002
2:57 pm
Primary
Ability:


Empath


Healers are gentle people, gifted with the ability to heal others with the strength of their own minds. They can examine a person's body and aura, helping them to recover from injury or sickness. Healers never put themselves first, and can be generous to a fault.



Secondary
Ability:

Healer




What
is your Misfit Talent?

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