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Saturday, May 12th, 2001
4:10 pm	what a day not a good day. not a good weekend either, it better start improving really fast. im in big trouble with the atletic department, and i have to have a conference about my "unsportmanlike conduct". because i leap-frogged over the finish line of my last track race ever. i thought it was funny. so did everyone else, we got huge amounts of applause and high-fives and cheers. but apparently one official didnt find it humorous, because he dq'd us and is writing a letter to the state (to who...the secretary of high school sportsmanship?? what the hell...) about us, teling them about our unacceptable behavior, since we were "making a mockery" of all track runners and being deliberately offensive. i really dont think anyone was horribly offended by our leap frog. if my leap frog caused any serious and detrimental emotional damage to any girls in any way, i'm truly sorry. what bullshit. but i guess they can take away my senior awards, especially the athletic ones. which im pretty sure wont happen, but if winter's in a pissy mood he could take away my outstanding athlete award. i think this is being taken a little far, its ridiculous. so anywyas, that was last nite. then today, after spending 3 hours, starting at 8 am, in school, i put a nice little dent in mom's car. luckily she just felt bad for me because i was so upset. its nice how i just keep fucking everything up and making this weekend so wonderful. really it is. Current Mood: gloomy Current Music: Imagine - John Lennon (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 9th, 2001
7:59 pm	14 days 14 days of high school left. wowzers. i think that's sad. im ready for the year to end and for summer to come, but i dont think im ready for the whole graduating thing. little scared. my mom asked what i wanted for my graduation gift. i told her a vacation, and she said, "ok, where do you want to go?" and she wasnt even joking! i dont think it will turn out, i'll end up spending my summer in good ol' dp, getting fat off of panera, panda express, dq, and starrys all day. speaking of getting fat, im addicted to peanut butter now. i have it all the time, i made my mom buy me low fat pb, and it has a total of a teeny tiny 12 grams of fat instead of the gigantic 16!! what a discovery. Current Mood: blah (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 7th, 2001
5:06 pm	for you annabella look i updated. its been a while. i had ap test today, english. i think it went ok. then again, everytime i think i do well on an english essay, walsh gives me like a 4. but its over!!! thank god. i have spanish tomorrow, that will be a blast, let me tell you. this is gonna be left as short and sweet. like me. adios. Current Mood: relieved (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 25th, 2001
10:56 pm	risky business i cant decide if its a really bad idea to sneak a guy into your house in the middle of the nite for some lovin. dads outta town and moms a heavy sleeper....too risky? possibly. i guess the next entry will explain what i decided.... Current Mood: devious Current Music: Reflection (Comment on this)
5:50 pm	stupid boys this is probably gonna piss you off, anna, just as much as it did me...well almost, due to your love for the polish stud. braulio told me that doughboy told him that he heard that mike maselbas was engaged to his girlfriend. probably not true, but whatever. then braulio says "i saw a picture of her, she looks like a supermodel. She's HOT!!" grrrrr. true, i think lots of guys are hot, but i just never really say it to braulio, it seems a little rude to me. am i being really dumb here? im not mad or anything, but for some reason i find it semi-rude to tell your boyfriend or girlfriend that you think someone is really hot. im moody. i think its my pills, because ive noticed a big difference in my mood since i started it. damn it all to hell. Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: red red wine (Comment on this)
4:00 pm	lalala some crazy old man told my mom he was calling the police on her bc she left her car door open. haha. i like how no one comments on my journal. :( kim, i couldnt get you your sheet on mr. studmuffin. but i will have other opportunities. he looked especially crazy and odd today, you would have been so turned on. i browsed through people's journals today. surprising how many people just use their lj to describe their latest sexual experience in vivid detail. so thats how you get the comments... for real, how about i only write entries about sex, and my own recent experiences? as truly fascinating as that is... im not about to make my friends ill and disgusted. Drops on Jupiter is the coolest song ever Current Mood: mellow Current Music: Drops on Jupiter (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 24th, 2001
11:04 pm	blah im going to be at school in less than 7 hours. thats wrong. Current Mood: cranky (Comment on this)
Monday, April 23rd, 2001
11:17 pm	what a day today was a good day. and a 6 month anniversary, mind you. :) brauliflower just left here, hes such a sweetie, i love him. im so so lucky. also, our track meet was cancelled. i got tons o' free coffee, (well, $2.15 for a shitload, i consider that free...) from my favorite place in the whole world. my bio test scheduled for friday (my bday) was postponed. i still have a fucking loooonggg meet on fri, but whatever, at least maybe it wont be as shitty a day as i thought. and i get to go shopping tomorrow while my mommy buys me things. what could lessen these great feelings of happiness? i know, the realization that i have a ton o bio hw to do right now before i can sleep. or not. lol, how i love being a senior slacker. Current Mood: jubilant Current Music: Ive Had the Time of My Life - Dirty Dancing (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 22nd, 2001
9:03 pm	venereal diseases Crazy Kim... Katkidkt: the syphilis is clearing Katkidkt:for now at least HeadLiteNiteLite: yeah but you still kave Khlymidia and Big-herpes-bumps HeadLiteNiteLite: why do you think your initals are K.B. HeadLiteNiteLite: and i call you Burn cuz i know it burns when you pee Katkidkt:what does the E stand for HeadLiteNiteLite: Enlarged-genital-warts Katkidkt: lol Today my sisters went birthday shopping for me. so did braulio. kim was at hallmark buying me a card. i feel so loved. Current Mood: amused Current Music: Vamos a la Playa!!! -Miranda (Comment on this)
1:05 am	BYRNIE'S BACK hello livejournal!! i havent updated since january 28th, i thought it was time. ive missed you. ive been living my life thru anna's journal. not that it isnt thrilling. quick update: about a month left of school. ive recovered from mono (recall my reference to feeling "sick" in the last entry). and im goign to u of i next year. havent decided for 100% sure if thats where i want to go, but according to mr byrne, thats where im going. even though i went to madison twice in the past 2 weeks, and i really like it there, and my best friend is goign there too. good times, good times. birthday countdown:6 days. Current Mood: anxious Current Music: I'll Make a Man Out of You - Mulan (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 28th, 2001
1:05 pm	blech. i feel sick. its ok though, its only a sunday. superbowl sunday, in fact, so i think you're actually supposed to just lay around and be lazy today. i wanted to go to starrys, i think kim's working, but get this..i know its surprising: i dont feel like it. dont feel like goign to starrys. ew, maybe ill go back to sleep, i feel like im gonna throw up. pretty, i know...sorry. Current Mood: sick Current Music: so in love with two - mikayla (sp) (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 27th, 2001
11:52 am	no more service hours! done with nhs service hours, phew!! no more forever! i worked 3 hours this morning (8-11) at mw speech team meet. me and anna and andy did pretty much nothing at all. put up signs for like 45 min, then sat around and ate food, but still got 3 hours of credit, so im not complaining. last nite me anna and kim went to starrys...sat around with dave and jake and emily (all starrys employees) for a while, then went to the bball game. then hockey game. kim was on crack and me adn anna seduced each other. we still havent found our manners. ill keep looking. me and matt have kinda developed a new sort of relationship lately.....not like THAT...nonono, but its like we're totally friends, like as if we never even went out. i didnt know if that would be possible, its weird. i get emails all the time asking for advice on his and kristins relationship... actually thats pretty much all we talk about. not that i hate it or anything...i'd like to help my friends whenever i can, but you konw, maybe it would be nice to actualy talk about something else sometimes? he's a cool guy and all, but i dont konw...like i talk about braulio to him whenever it ties in to what we're talking about, just outta common courtesy. you usually dont talk about your new bf or gf with your ex 24/7. but thats kinda how it is. but i also know that he really doesnt have any close girlfriends that he feels comfortable talkign to about that stuff...so i dont really mind. he makes me feel good too, he's said before that he learned so much from me and from our relationship, and that i taught him so many important things. i really didnt think i had too big of an influence on him, i dont think i was that great of a gf or anything, but he tells me that he tries to use what he learned from me to better his relationship with kristin. i dont know, sometimes it makes me happy to think that although we didnt work together at all and we were obviously not compatible in that way, we both had some kind of effect on each other and overall, benefitted from the relationship. thats how life should be. you learn from it all, and shouldnt have any regrets. now i feel like a hallmark card, but oh well. i like to think that. im glad we're still friends and that we are still there for each other, it makes me feel like that past 2 years brought a lot more good than bad. well, i'm actually up and dressed before 1pm today, so i might as well go do something useful with my afternoon. Current Mood: pleased Current Music: Crazy - Kc and Jojo (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 25th, 2001
5:57 pm	Hot and Bothered hello my darling journal! [and anna and kim :)] ive had a boring day...but guess what? an improvement in the nikki situation. she laughed at a joke i made. and i said "bye guys" to her and shannon in the lockeroom, and she said "bye" all chipper and somewhat friendly. odd. but anyways, i spent my whole day daydreaming and thinking...my mind wandering to some crazy things....man, i was/AM so horny today....and (sorry for the grossness gals), but i would do anything to have braulio here right now, or to be in room 130. damn. moms maybe goin to a movie later...perhaps ill have company? we'll see. but you know those days where you dont care who's around, or where your at, you just want to throw someone on the table and do him right there?? my day. jesus...im going crazy!! can't wait for vday..im gonna start a countdown. anywho~im gonna go take a shower now. maybe a cold one would do me good. byebyebye. Current Mood: horny Current Music: Unchained Melody - The Righteous Brothers (Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 24th, 2001
11:26 pm	"THE BITCH" That's Nikki, for those of you who are unfamiliar with her common name. i wrote her the letter, it wasn't very nice, but it wasn't especially mean either. just explained some things and said some things that i had wanted to say for a long time. she got mad, wrote back, but hers was really bitchy and made no sense whatsoever, which really really pissed me off. i am not saying that i'm an angel and that i do nothing wrong, but the accusations she made of me, and the reasons she said that we aren't friends anymore were total bullshit that she just pulled out of her ass so that she could have something mean to say. she knows it too. so i wrote back a really really mean letter, except mine was true. we fought/talked 6th period by spec... i restated everything i had to say, which she flat out couldnt deny. she wouldnt totally admit that she was being a hypocrite (that rhymed), but she said it was a "lack of communication" and that she "could be a bitch sometimes". understatement of the year. shes the bitchiest, most self-centered, conceited, most evil person i have ever known. we will NEVER be friends again, and i am never putting up with the shit i put up with for the time we were friends. as anna would say, "she belongs in the sewer, with all the shit and waste of the world". couldnt have said it better myself. Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: Can't Fight the Moonlight - Leann Rimes (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 23rd, 2001
11:32 pm	A Much Improved Day Feeling much better. Anna's comment helped a bit too, she's such a peach. :) i went to starrys later (if anything can put me in a good mood, its good ol' starrys). then i went to visit braulio at work. seeing him made me forget about all that stupid shit i was mad about earlier. yeah, im still pissed about it, and wished it hadnt happened, but i swear, things can always improve once i see that kids face, and his cute smile. sorry kim for getting all mushy on you, just skip over this entry once you feel like your gonna throw up. you too, anna, i wont be offended. but im crazy about him!! i really am! he treats me so good and makes me so happy. i dont understand how kim can say she doesnt like all that love stuff...i mean maybe to a point, but who doesn't appreciate that feeling of really falling for someone, or hearing them say something sweet about you. and the feeling you get when you do something special and get to see that special person smile, all because of you. its so great, i think. i wouldn't trade anything in the world right now. (lol, my dog is trying to rest his head on my hands over the keyboard and keeps messing up my typing). but anyways... i'm feeling so great right now, and its all thanks to spending a little time with him. :) i cant sleep. i just finished massive amounts of english hw thats due friday. oh well, im gonna go listen to my cd some more and attempt to fall asleep. g'nite. (sorry if you all are feeling sick now, but i'm feeling so good right now and i needed to write at least a lil). Current Mood: grateful Current Music: Cant take my eyes off you - Frankie Valli (Comment on this)
5:32 pm	People I Hate you know what kind of people i hate? the kind that manage to ruin what is supposed to be a really good day. the kind that don't care about how their actions might have consequences that can really hurt someone. the kind that care more about their own special fucking (literally) needs than others feelings. today started off soooo wonderful. 3 month anniversary. a dozen roses and a cd from the SWEETEST kid in the world without a doubt. i felt on top of the world all day...not even crazy cygan or my bratty sisters could piss me off. Wait, lets backtrack for a sec: laura asked me to give her some quotes for the westerner article about how kids manage time between friends and boyfriends. i was psyched..never been in the westerner before. then she asked for a picture of me and braulio for the article too. even cooler! so yeah, even if she didnt use it, big deal, i just thought it was cool to be in teh westerner at all...but i have to say that having a pic of me and braulio in teh westerner would be soo cool and i'd keep it forever. its just one of those things that would be awesome your senior year. anyways...back to today: After school...chattin in the hallway with mark sison, when i notice none other than kelly harrington and her boyfriend, posing by the lockers down the hallway. how precious. it seems that kelly will be replacing my place in the paper. fucking slut. heres a good caption for the pic: "I don't have any problem balancing time between my friends and boyfriend...i like to fuck them all!!!" said sophomore kelly harrington. SLUT. i swear to god, i was so fucking pissed..and now that im writing it, im feeling it all over again. the whole thing just affected me in some weird way, and i had to go into the yearbook office so mark wouldnt see me cry. im a big overreacting baby, i know, but it just got to me...like on my day, i was so incredibly happy, then i have to see her, doing exactly what i wanted to do, and i got exactly the same feelings I felt a few months ago when i heard about the whole thing. i try not to think about it, or let it bother me..and i know this sounds really crazy and kinda scary, but sometimes i cant help thinking about it, and i cant help but get these awful pictures in my head. and then i try and think about soemting else, but its hard. i hate her for making me upset. i hate her for making me cry today, and for taking away the smile i had all day. i hate her for being so pretty adn skinny all the time. i hate her for getting away with things that no one should get away with, and for never realizing that she did anything wrong. i hate her for having braulio's attention for just one nite. i hate her for making me think about things that hurt. i just hate her, period. enough of this, its ruining my day more than it should. later. Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: You Make Me Sick - Pink (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, January 22nd, 2001
5:58 pm	Cupid the Canary Cupid lost his leg today. it is a sad day. he had an infection for a couple weeks now, and today the vet took off the cast and cupie's leg just fell off like a toothpick. funny, i know, but im trying to refrain from laughing on cupid's behalf. i can imagine how he feels, hopping around his cage on one skinny little bird leg. moms going to the pet store later to buy him a special "handicapped" cage. i wonder how many birds in the world are handicapped. poor things. Current Mood: sad Current Music: Tiny Dancer - Elton John...what a pimp (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 21st, 2001
8:33 pm	glue i read something yesterday and it gave me something to ponder: why doesn't glue stick to the inside of the bottle? interesting... Mom asked me today if i want to go to hawaii for my graduation gift! my cousin lives there, and would take in me and a friend, give us a place to stay, free food, and a car and everything!!! sweet, huh? im so so excited, i just hope that one of my friends will want to, and be able to go. cosine: i just came to the conclusion that "hopelesslyl devoted to you" from grease is my favorite song for the time being. anyways, i wish my friends and i were goign to cancun. but none of my friends are, so i realy have no interest. maybe ill just hide in braulio's suitcase so i can spy on him. and get totally depressed probably. :( and besides all the girls that are gonna be in cancun anywyas, its all the girls from mw that weigh like 70 lbs... the very place i would want my boyfriend to be for a week. mixed with alcohol, beaches adn beautiful girls. jesus. im just gonna have to make sure i either go to hawaii that week or do something extremely entertaining so i dont think about whats probably going on that whole week. not that i dont trust him, its just that i know that its probably not me that he'll be thinking of all week. enough of this, i dont have to think of it til june. i went to a family party today, it was lots of fun. i love my family, they're so cute and funny. i always kinda dont want to go to family things, but then once im there i realize how goofy and fun my (moms side) relatives are, and how much i appreciate em. well all of them except my sisters, who im about to fucking kill right now, but thats besides the point. i gotta go before megan rips my head off for being on teh computer when her precious roberto is on...adios Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: we go together- Grease (Comment on this)
12:40 am	entertainment at borders what a thrilling evening. well, not exactly, but it was fun. reading sex books, (actual live pictures and demonstrations of kama sutra...ahh!!). some of those positions are simply not possible. sorry boys, but WE DONT BEND THAT WAY. lol. its unnatural, really. well that provided about an hours worth of entertainment, followed by a little trip to starrys, and then to the hockey game. which was more exciting than usual due to the crazy fight between a select few mw students and some fenwick parents...that was probably the funniest thing ive seen in a long time. crazy times...we are such role models i swear. and what the hell was up with sam minella kicking dave in the balls? lol. weirdo. then with the mysterious behavior at jason's. ew. "puke me". you know what made my day today? the nice cars who let me and anna make that left turn. that was really precious and made me think how nice some people really are. then we went to the hockey game and learned otherwise, but whatever, it was a nice thought while it lasted. ok, im out...g'nite. Current Mood: hungry Current Music: Eternal Flame - The Bangles (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 20th, 2001
2:16 pm	u of i im avoiding doing scholarship forms for u of i, hence the being online and writing the journal. they sent me an application to fill our to be in the campus honors program..but it seemed to be a bit too much work to fill out, so..no. plus mom had a good point, the classes and committment seem super-hard and involve so much time, i can always apply later and use my first semester to get used to the hard classes im gonna be in anyways. blah blah blah...like anyone cares about this... i have to go to borders later. maybe ill drag anna and kim with me if they dont protest, we can look at all teh funny sex books and laugh....and learn a few things as well..hahahaha. so much fun. one time me and erin adn sam spent like an hour reading almost the whole section together. LOL...i just told anna that i wanted to go read, and she said "oooo,.....me too!!" "and teh naked men books," she says. LOL...we are such a compatible pair, i swear. two crazy, sex-driven, horny gals with nothing better to do on a saturday nite. how cute. well, im gonna possibly get started on my stupid las shit. later gators. Current Mood: amused Current Music: case of the ex- mya (1 Comment |Comment on this)