1. This Year I Pray for Courage
La Clairvoyance by Magritte
"One isn't necessarily born with courage, but one is born with potential." -- Maya Angelou
I curl within the egg, ivory walls
cracked and stuck with masking tape,
occassional scribblings of words
and sketches of the outside.
Men were designed to lie foetal and balled;
walking exposes the liver and lungs --
but when I pray I turn and press my face
into the curvature of the shell,
smell oils and turps mixed with chalky calcium
and push my palms against the dried out membrane.
I peer, sometimes, through a jagged slit
and wonder if there is a God
who paints my future.