Personality

I haven't really been writing anything of substance here lately, I kind of lost interest in having a blog. I actually started to keep a journal on my iPod touch, which is a place I can write anything and nobody will see it. However, the most recent thing that I wrote (which was earlier today) I felt was something that I could put here as well...

Every personality test that I have ever taken pegs me as a loner. The type of person that is shy and withdrawn and hates crowds and people. In general though, I DO like to be around people. The problem is that I've been betrayed too many times, and now I find it almost impossible to completely trust anyone. I find it difficult to even justify speaking to a psychologist (I still have not spoken to one). The only reason I put it here, is because here I am anonymous. Although a few people have figured out who I am, and that might be one of the reasons that I don't post here much anymore.

I think that possibly one of the most accurate personality tests I've taken was the one on facebook (I believe it is this: facebook.com/mypersonality). I can share if it people want, it's posted publicly on my facebook page, but I don't intend to put it in this post (or link to my facebook page >_>)...

There's only one person that I currently trust completely, but unfortunately we aren't able to talk much recently...


Oh and I feel like I have to add, this heat wave in the northeast is killing me, what the hell is with over 95 degrees?! D:< Seriously, I couldn't sleep last night because it was so hot.

Oh and belated happy 4th of july for americans >_>

Warm -_-

So... It was over 80 degrees today -_-
I kind of dislike really hot weather.... and the pool isn't uncovered yet, so... yeah.

Today was kind of.... meh
I took a nap and woke up with a headache a few hours ago, and its been there ever since. And it doesn't help that I feel lethargic, lol. Maybe it's because of the pollen or something.

Anyway, I wanted to post something about myself, so here goes.......
I'm 20 years old
I'm gay (yes those were kind of obvious)
I'm a chemical engineering student at UMass (just declared the nuclear option recently)
I'm a lot more chatty online than I ever have been in real life -_- I'm actually quite shy
I sat in front of the computer for 20 minutes trying to come up with an email that wouldn't sound really stupid the first time I emailed m-boy :/ (And now I started a blog lol)
I love manga, I read quite a few of them :D
Bah I can't think of anything else right now. I'd have to make a list over a period of time or something.

hugs :D