denial is not a river in Egypt

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but if i was... only a few things get to me:

* cheese left out longer than a few minutes...
i fear that it will turn dark and nasty...
best just leave it in the fridge.
my family/former boyfriends use to mock me for this one... still do.

* having to use "hook" spoons for cereal.
(ya know, like "peter, catch!" way too large...)
and i have to use a plastic spoon for yogurty/puddingy-type products...

* pots and pans shouldn't get crusty...
that's obvious.

* cds/dvds... don't leave em face down.
just don't it, it scares me.

* white things. should stay white.
like appliances, wipe em off,
tubs, wipe em off,
hairy countertops...
and how i can't wash my face with a white washcloth...
gross.

* i have to have complete darkness to sleep.
i can't sleep anyway, but say i could...

* i check my email compulsively like every 2-4 minutes.
whatever, you so do too.


...that's all. i am fine though, really, fine.

i don't know that those are all that random though-
what gets under your nails?

Yes and No Thursday...

Maybe I am just in the mood... or maybe I am moody...

Yes. I love this poo- green color... and I am wearing it today... why am I into poo? Dunno.

No. I am not a fan of wearing tubes of ice sheet metal on my lower half.

Yes. I am a big fan of talking to advisers that tell me that there is a light at the end... and that it is soon.

No. I am not excited that it has already been 14 days and I have yet to meet my cute new niece!

Yes. My green ipod shuffle...  Only way to take the snow.

No. I am still an insomniac. √

Yes. I get to make dinner tonight- "what" is courtesy of Peg's Jr. High cast of Music Man... thanks kids.

No. I have to go to a play tomorrow, instead of going to the ball.... no really- its a ball. :(

Yes. I have discovered a good amount of new music that has dramatically improved my life for the better... most of which you can listen to right over there---> (AND, I might go to a concert this weekend.... I love cousins for keeping the culture in me. And helping me to realize my life goals...)

No. I am not the amazing GYM goer that I once was.

Yes. That is going to change. √

No. I have yet to play with my Lindsee and she has been here forever...marriage is no excuse...

Yes. I believe in forgiveness...