Last Sunday morning, the Hawks call me out onto the patio, the light on the tree has me stay a bit.
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Sun, always the sun - or so it seems.
Next 10 days predicted to be in the 80's. So cooler for sure, but still hot. Our apartment stays between 80-83 at all times. Just HOT. I remember years back, how I used to joke with a friend how it is "always 80 something" - now 80 is a cooling spell. sigh
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Trust Time Anytime
SUNDAY 10-9-2022: J. watching The Addams Family. when Morticia says, "Trust me Gomez". My ears perk up and I think: There's that word again! Then I think: If one prefaces something with trust me, "you can trust me..." - you can pretty well be sure they are not to be trusted! Ha.
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Thursday:
So, trust...the phrase 'trust and abandonment go hand in hand' comes to me whole.
I ponder it. I ponder another spontaneous thought that one has to 'trust others to do it right'...I ponder that too. What is right anyway? So are we back to trust and control? Is there only right and wrong?
Then comes: trust = relax ...and more pondering
As I drive I consider how I usually begin my TT on the Canyon Road...to the Road that Wraps Around the Mountain...to the Over Road...to the top (North) of the street corner with the Long View. I usually end when I've move a mile or so down that road and begin to drive through more 'civilization' (as I consider it). I consider how it may not be 7am, so at my own time & place..and pace. I consider how because of my drive "trust becomes a distance". It becomes a distance, not a time.
And lastly comes: "trust & healing" - so there's that.
and that can be a long road.
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This was in author Katherine Center's 3 Good Things email newsletter.
Enjoy!
LINK
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At the "man's shrine hill used to be" - "trash" corner, the couch someone slept on, now tagged.
Observations
There is a man with matted and coarse and wild brown-gray hair, who sits in his wheelchair in front of the church a few doors up. Sometimes he sits at the first corner, on the side of the street - in the dirt. He sits in his chair, his plastic grocery-type bags beside him...talking to no one seen. There seems to be a lot of that these days. Anyway, there he is in his chair as I head out to work or come home late in the evening after my workday. One time J. waved at him. He flipped J. off in return. These are the days of now. Going nowhere.
I saw a large wooly human walking down the road, wearing clothes of brown - hair covers face almost entirely...head tipped to the far left - ear on shoulder. Teeny, close together steps. Eyes blank. Moving forward.
Man in soft, baggy clothing shuffle steps down the sidewalk. He pauses to look at...something, before shuffling some more. After several steps his tiny steps become a trot...a small stepped, shuffling trot. Moving forward.
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To the left of the couch, across the driveway, this photo shows the group of men that come every morning to sit in the parking lot and hang out, talking, whatever. You can just see them there by the truck. I wonder who they are and how this corner became the meeting place.~~~~~
Still thinking about words. Still thinking about "once". Went looking for other choices of "once" words to use and found lots of language to play with (in the link above). Nice, a little word play.
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Sing it out, sing it loud!
FREEDOM'S JUST ANOTHER WORD FOR NOTHING LEFT TO LOSE!!
LINK
Morning Crow
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It took me some time to recall enough about Grace's often used phrase no te rindas to look it up and recall the meaning (which I had gone totally blank on!). I finally found it and added bonus - got to hear it too!
Don't Give Up
I wrote it in Spanish on my arm last Friday to help me remember it.
No te rindas
The thing about writing something on your hand/arm is that it washes off and you can write at will, depending on your mood! Isn't that grand?!
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Lunch break, looking at the trees again...what is this white part? Mmm...
Long view and close ups are below.
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Things I question. Is the above sign appropriate for a senior building?
Is the below label enough to scare you off of this treat?
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Friday I watched a very large hawk land on the top of a power pole. It immediately hunched forward, eyes down looking for prey. I drove on and drew it later. I drew a Volcano too, but did not get a good enough picture of it. It was titled: Volcano Life.
I made notes about the most recent 'church signs'. I always wonder what direction the sermon is going to take with each one of these signs. It is all a mystery to me!
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Almost last thing...I told J. the story of seeing this movie as a kid and how thrilling it was to see all of my neighborhood streets on TV! Even though it was supposed to depict a cross country trip, it was all filmed close to my apartment building. It is an odd movie to say the least. Even odder is I read about it (see link below) and discovered that it was Sally Fields as the lead and Linda Ronstadt singing the title song. Who knew? It was interesting to watch it again as an adult. Putting it here to remember, watch if you wish.
READ HERE
It ended up not being super hot this week and Cooling Off today!! Cool enough to want socks on. So I wore my Alaska Wolf/Moose socks. The thin, colorful, comfort of this thrilled me way more than one would guess. The toes look like Jude's "B"!! Don't you love simple pleasures?
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I close with words not my own this time, but heartfelt just the same...
xo
May you always have
Walls for the Wind,
A roof for the rain,
Tea beside the fire,
Laughter to cheer you,
Those you love near you,
And all your heart might desire
~ An Irish Blessing
Photos by NAE @pomegranatetrail ©2022