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**I've
been importing in this blog all of my previous posts from my old blogs. I
wanted to merge everything because I felt there is a sense of security in
doing so.
**This page right here was actually a blog post from my
late blog, BASKET OF
DREAMS, which I deleted a long time ago, but of course, I deleted the
blog itself but I never deleted my writings. I love all of the masterpieces I
made from the past, beautiful, ugly, good or bad writings will always be
kept! And I just decided today
(February 9, 2013) to publish again all of these masterpieces in one site!
Dates are preserved by the way.
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There is that one time, I cried, no I think I was screaming. I was shouting, shouting together with the thunders and lightnings. I was not calm. I was in panicked. I was so scared. Scared because I was alone while the wind hits the door that it started flipping, and it opens wide and closes back. I tried closing one curtain and another which is non sense cause the wind will just throw and blow it up and down again, so the stupid me closed the windows instead, so why I did not think of that first? Some kind of idiot I may be. After that, it was less noisier and I just sat on that side of my room, shaking, holding a crappy flashlight, waiting for the grudging air outside to calm, waiting for the electricity to return to life.
Okay, I know that's too dramatic! Isn't it? Lol! But I'm the star of my own drama, so just add some sound effect on it!
Every now and then it will of course, rain, that's natural! What makes me anxious though is being alone in our big 20-year-old-haunted-house like home. It freaks me up! Seriously! When you think about movies, raining or stormy moments are always in tandem with disastrous things. So I'm scared and I so hate being alone in bad weather.
But if we're gonna talk about sleeps and cuddles and drizzles and harmony and calmness and blankets and cups of coffee for two, who will not love that?
One of my classmates told me that in Macao (if I spelled it right), people don't use umbrella specially when the rain is nearly a mist (I thought most of the country don't though). Here in the Philippines, we usually believe that mist like rain could bring fever or flu compare to big droplets of rain and thus it means that if you will be caught in the rain, even if it's only a drizzle, you should take a bath after to avoid getting sick.
One more thing I hate about the rain is that when I need to walk in it. I hate the hassle of opening an umbrella, the hassle of commuting from one place and another, the hassle of getting wet when you need to go to important places and the hassle of mud from the soils of the earth getting on my legs cause yes, I walk clumsy and before I knew it, I'm a Dalmatian!
I guess, I'm a sunny person. I love the heat, I wouldn't care if I get all sweaty (I know that sounds stinky or something) and I'm sorry for hating the rain for some reasons but no thanks, I prefer to be dry!
And now.. it's raining again, grrrrrr..and I'm alone.
