Friday, July 29, 2005

It would be most inconvenient since I’ve sworn to loathe him for all eternity…

How do you force yourself to feel one way when you know your heart behaves in another that doesn't suit your fancy?? You thought life was set in stone and you come to find that it sure isn't. How do you deal with life when you're trying to fix things with your "future fiance" and you KNOW its a smart match but your heart lies in the hands of the one you despise the most for being arrogant, cold-hearted, and un-feeling? I feel like a chapter out of Pride and Prejudice. Which by the way is my book of choice at this point because I saw the trailer for the movie and fell in love with it all over again. Great book. :-)

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Starting Anew

One can only take so much with an open forum to their lives so with this new blog, I start completely anonymous and unbeknownst to those around me...