
I had thoughts at some point this blog would morph from a training log to a place where I’d actually share some thoughts on running, training, life, business, politics, etc … where I’d have to say something worthwhile.
But it ain’t gonna be that. This sort of stuff from Kieran is way better for that sort of thing.
This spot has become a place to show the pix I have taken with the phone that is in my paw on every run. As I travel a fair amount for work these days, it has become the photo journal of the places I have decided to do the left right repeat dance. Occasionally I’ll pepper in some update on XC endeavors with the team or family life or the rare race I line up for.
Which is to say, it might not be much more than sort of an Instagram feed with a few more words. You have been warned.
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I have long known that athletics, and in particular running, is a game that comes to an end that is coming up short. You don’t win the race, your race plan falls apart, you don’t PR, you get injured, you get old, you don’t make the cut, life gets in the way. Five nines of us don’t win double Olympic gold twice or set world records or go undefeated. Running competitively is a game that will punch you in the teeth at some point. Even if you find your limits, nearly all of us recognize those are not quite what we thought they would be.
And perhaps paradoxically, I actually see it as one of the beauties of running. Things don’t go all dreamy and purple unicorn and rainbows for people that don’t live in a movie world and what we choose to do with that is more important that the result. Running is just another version of that. One that can be particularly basic and objective and thus maybe a lesson for broader life considerations.
Nonetheless, it has been difficult to watch JZ come to grips with such realities this season – his senior high school year of cross country. He dealt with lower leg issues through the summer, and the goals of laying down the monster base in the heat of July and August slipped away. Nonetheless, he was able to make a go of it and set up for a fair start come the start of school. But shortly after, he came down with some crazy funk of a cold, lung infection, hack that he can’t just shake. It has been in excess of a month, and medical visits and medications have not cure him of this ailment. It has been a month with him coughing, blowing snot, and dealing occasionally with some fever conditions.
His performances have slipped over the season, and there is the inevitable assigning of some self worth to that, and then a gripping even harder at the whole affair which perpetuates the negative loop.
Of course, in his mind, “it is just a cold” and in my mind I am convinced he has West Nile virus. In his mind it is just something “in his head” and not physical and therefore he must work harder. It is so easy to see when you are not the athlete but having been on that side of the equation, I completely understand his perspective.
And the time of the senior cross season marches on.
I can see how long term it is not a big deal. These things happen and he is only 17. He has plenty of time to be a better runner, enjoy some fast days with the wind at his ears, and maybe breaking a tape or two. But I can also see how this opportunity slipping by him is a cruel reality, and I can feel that. It is frustrating, but it is … well it is life, and it is now about what he does with it rather than what has happened.
The season is not done of course, and there is another race or two in the cards. We’ll see how those go.
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My whirlwind late summer – autumn of work travel continues this week as I head out to Palo Alto for a couple of days.
People say, “you travel a lot.” It is sort of true, especially over the last couple of months as I have had some travel every week for the last seven weeks and will likely have this go for another couple weeks after this. But it is also an opportunity in my business life at this point I feel the need to take advantage of.
Broader picture, I will have had 54 business travel nights after this week. That puts the business travel at 20% if you consider the counts on the days of the year, but that might not be a fair way to do that. I have had 21 weeks this year where I have had some travel (and we are in the 41st week of the year). Sometimes is five days, and sometimes it is one day. Once, it was travel to a location (Dallas) where I left my home in the AM, and was back in the evening.
There is a bit of a joy I get though in being away and then coming back home. It makes me realize how wonderful a place this is and how amazing a life I have.

