Yang paling jauh...

...adalah masa lalu...kerana kita takkan dapat kembali kepada zaman silam..cuma ada hanya gambar yg menyimpan seribu memori..

mode touching2...ni gmbr2 dlm album lama MZ...zmn2 dulu, zmn kodak--kena cuci filem kat kedai gambar..

ni gambar raya tahun 1995...masa MZ berumur 19 tahun...masa ni all my 3 elder siblings semua dh kawin dan ada anak...so tinggal MZ dan adik2 jer yg single mingle..zmn ni MZ rasa sgt complete sbb i had both my parents with me, and MZ ada 2 org kakak, seorang abang, 2 adik lelaki dan seorang adik perempuan, ala2 'perfect' gitew...

ni gmbr raya tahun 1996, kakak (no. 2) dan her family tak de dlm pic sbb turn dia beraya kat pahang (my BIL org pahang)..

life is fragile...I lost my father in 2009, dan bermula dari hari itu..family MZ dah tak complete...dan kami kehilangan pula abg MZ 2 tahun lps...dan kehilangan abg ipar juga (meninggal) dan  dua org lg BILs pun bkn lagi part of our big family (bercerai hidup).

salam hari rabu uolls

ari ni MZ dok umah jer sbb negeri selangor cuti kan..cuma jap lg nak kuar gi beli buku utk ariff (nak buat latihan sbb dia tgh UASA).

My 1st job | UOB January 2001-March 2004

ari ni MZ tak de gi mana2 pun selain kuar antar my razeen pergi sekolah sbb dia ada aktiviti/event hari usahawan kat sekolah...

so pg td, MZ ada cari barang dlm drawer, then susun2 kemas2 lah brg2 dlm tu, then ternampak album2 lama MZ (yg MZ amik dari kampung)...

mengimbau zaman MZ masih single laaa...

gmbr masa MZ keje kat UOB (united overseas bank) mula2 MZ kat HQ ie kat jln raja laut, bangunan sebelah Sogo, then lps tu MZ pindah ke cawangan medan pasar..

ni gmbr masa company's annual dinner, buat kat hotel (tak ingat dh hotel mana..tak simpan dlm memori sgt)..tp masih ingat lah artis undangan adalah ning baizura!.. MZ zmn single memang slim laa (sama mcm most of uolls jugak!!)

group pic..actually bank UOB ni majority staff adalah chinese...MZ masuk keje situ sbb MZ was under their scholarship, so kena bonded for 4 yrs..

time keje tu, rapat jugaklah MZ dgn my colleagues (kami semua under Consumer Documentation Dept ie menguruskan dokumen loan2 rumah etc)..ni kat rumah one of my colleagues time raya krismas...most of them chinese yg christian..yg pakai baju belang2 tu nama Agnes..merangkap my immediate sv, baik sgt orangnya ;)

MZ ada lg keep in touch dgn a few of them ie melalui FB...tp sejak resign dari UOB tahun 2004, MZ tak pernah pun singgah ke sana lagi..mcm segan hahahah...MZ resign UOB sbb masuk keje kat UIA sbg lecturer (time tu lom buat Phd pun, baru siap dpt masters degree)

just a major throwback on sunday afternoon ;)

anyyway moga2 keadaan banjir di kelantan dan seluruh malaysia akan segera pulih..aamiin

Gambar 18 tahun lepas

ari tu MZ google2 entries lama sbb nak cari info psl colmar tropicale (my adik survey2 nak overnite stay kat situ, then tak jd sbb colmar hotel tu dh buruk dah sekarang ie perabot2 dlm bilik etc)

then MZ ternampak gambar niiii..

masa ni zharfan hampir2 setahun lebih...sbb zharfan lahir 24/5/2005...anyway ni gmbr posing2 kat colmar tropicale tu sempena my birthday (bday MZ 28th april)

kami ber3 masa ni...pakai bj sedondon merah..

emmm MZ pakai long skirt dan baju saiz S masa ni (now MZ pakai saiz L or kdg2 pakai saiz M, tgk cutting baju)

time really flies kan...now my zharfan dh umur 19 tahun..

happy weekend uolls

Best nine | yang manis2 ajer sepanjang 2023

esok hari terakhir tahun 2023..

so MZ dh buat gmbr best nine from IG pic...google jer topnine then tulis nama ig then auto generate lah...based on number of likes kat ig pics

1st pic..gmbr masa antar zharfan on registration day kat matriks uia gmbg

2nd pic..gmbr masa hari penyampaian hadiah result spm zharfan

3rd pic..gmbr masa ariff dpt anugerah top 5 for his batch

4th pic...gmbr memori ..gmbr studio...MZ zmn kecik (umur 3 tahun ie time ni MZ cuma 4 beradik)

5th pic...gmbr zharfan dpn sek, ie gmbr terakhir masa dia kat sek alamin

6th pic..gmbr MZ officially promoted to Assoc Prof

7th pic...gmbr anniversary kat KL tower revolving restaurant

8th pic..gmbr zharfan masa dpt hadiah utk SPM result

9th pic..gmbr raya MZ bersama my mom, my adik dan my kakak

hargai dan cherish all those sweet moments of 2023..yg pahit kita tak pyh ingat...even if nak ingat, cukuplah sebagai lesson in life dan supaya kita lebih appreciate dan bersyukur atas segala limpah rahmat kurniaanNya...

so what's your TOP NINE for 2023?

Simpan tag harga

rasanya jarang kot kita simpan or display barang bersama tag harga (err teringat plak kat alip shukri sbb pernah ternampak videonya psl dia tunjuk barang2 dlm rumah dia ie house tour semua pun dia simpan/display bersama tag harga heheheh)

anyway...pasu sarawak (bersama bunga2 light pinky) ni part of deco2 in my office..

errr ada tag harga laaa....may be MZ sengaja tak remove tag tu...

unik tag ni sbb siap ada nama kedai dan alamat kedai dan number phone jugak... terpapar kat tag tu nama NgeeTai Pottery Factory

rupa2nya...dh lebih 11 tahun usia pasu ni sejak dari hari ia dibeli---gigih MZ google entries lama kat blog ni..MZ cuti2 Sawarak bulan May 2012...siap amik service kurier lagi utk antar pasu2 ni ke alamat MZ kat gombak (of course sgt2 hassle kalau nak bawak sendiri naik flight)

so di sebalik tag harga tu.... boleh menggamit memori dan mengimbau kenangan cuti2 Sawarak...of course moment yg sgt istimewa sbb MZ cuti2 tu bersama my lil family and my mom! 

dan so far, baru 2x jer MZ jejak kaki kat bumi Sarawak tu...

moga2 one day dpt repeat cuti2 Sarawak ie kalau boleh nak pergi /explore selain Kuching plak 

have a nice Thursday everyone! 

ari ni MZ ada kelas 2 jam

Down the memory lane

minggu ni adalah 1st week of new semester for most IPTAs termasuk UIAM..so MZ pun dh start masuk/guna/duduk/berlama-lamaan dlm my office room sbb dh start pergi kelas kan...dan solat zohor pun kat opis

so kemas2 opis sambil melayan perasaan bila merenung all these pictures..memang letak dlm opis la gmbr2 ni...semua pun gmbr yg lama2 jer ni....

ni gmbr on my convocation day (1st degree)...gmbr ni kat area hotel vistana, ie my mom, dad and myself stayed overnite kat sini (ma dan ayah dtg dari kampung utk attend my convo held kat main hall uiam gombak)..my 1st convo was in 2001 (I grad dec 2000 then terus start keje jan 2001, tp convonya ujung tahun 2001 tu)...in this pic, i was 25 yrs old (berat masa ni 50 kilos jer, pakai size s)

frame ni mcm dh rosak sikit so gmbr2 dlm frame tu dh senget2 sbb dh lekang/tak lekat kat kadbod belakang frame tu..2 keping gambr dlm frame ni adalah gmbr masa convo masters (also from UIA)...gmbr ni tahun 2004 ie few months lps my wedding), gambar ke3 tu gambar honeymoon kat smokehouse frasers hill.

ni pun gmbr honeymoon..kat fraser's hill (july 2004- i was 28 yrs old in this pic), masa kawin, my weight was 49 kilos (sbb memang rajin pergi gym masa zmn bujang)

ni gmbr my zharfan...gmbr studio ie kat pop up booth (rasanya kat Aeon Alpha Angle), masa ni zharfan baru pandai duduk jer (masih baby2 lagi niii)

gmbr pertama...sesi photoshoot sbb menang contest magazine (under Astro)..photoshoot somewhere kat taman near astro punya opis jugak (dh lupa exact location), gmbr kedua tu kat riverside, nottingham..tahun 2010 (or may be 2011) sbb I was staying in nottingham from dec 2009-april 2011), gmbr ke3 adalah kat disneyland paris..thn 2011

gmbr pertama kat Universal Studio Singapore (tak ingat tahun berapa tp time ariff kecik lagi la tuu), gmbr zharfan sorang2 tu kat taman metropolitan kepong ie taman layang2...gmbr ke3 tu masa cuti2 langkawi..masa zharfan baby lagi tu..dlm umur setahun gitu...in the pic--my adik hanim, ma, ayah dan my adik nizar--semua my adik masih bujang lah time ni)

ni gambar kat nottingham ie university park..i really love all the daffodils..blooming masa spring jer...gmbr thn 2010 or 2011 (rasanya 2010)..frame london tu memang beli kat london..sempat pergi london 3x masa stay kat nottingham

gmbr 1st, me and my mom masa cuti2 korea ie gmbr kat nami island, gmbr 2nd, me & my mom masa cuti2 sydney thn 2018..in both pics, my mom masih fit to travel abroad ie belum cecah umur 80 tapi memang kos travel insurance for my mom alone agak mahal sbb faktor usia...now my mom is already 81 yrs old this year...memang dh sgt2 high risk kalau nak travel abroad wpun my mom sihat jer tak de penyakit pun kecuali sakit lutut...

gmbr kecik tu...studio photoshoot kat De One Studio Sri Hartamas on zharfan's 1st bday ie 24/5/2006 (beria amik pakej photoshoot sempena besday pertama anak sulung kan)..painting tu hadiah contest (Pearl Cafe)...based on photo of me and my mom masa cuti2 Kuching Sarawak

satu sudut kat opis MZ..koleksi  buku2...mostly buku akademik ie my keje

tu maksud tajuk entry ni...ie MZ was writing about my past memories..fondest memories...when I was younger ie umur 20s and 30s..now I'm 40s... alhamdulillah for all the blessings

salam hari jumaat almubarak

tq sbb sudi singgah/drop komen

have a nice, blissful friday everyone!!

Yang paling jauh....

bak kata Imam Al Ghazali...yg paling jauh dri kita adalah MASA LALU, kerana kita semua takkan dapat untuk kembali ke masa lalu...

semlm, masa bukak almari kat my office, ternampak dua benda ni...menggamit memori sungguh..

ini adalah gambar MZ pada hari convo MZ (Llb ie 1st degree)..ni gambar kat hotel vistana, ie MZ bwk my mom, ayah, and family stay overnite kat situ the nite sblm convo day..so gmbr ni adalah pada tahun 2001 ie masa MZ berumur 25 tahun (masa ni berat MZ 50 kg)

ni plak my 1st staff card slps bergelar staff kat AIKOL...MZ join AIKOL 2nd may 2004, so dlm gmbr ni, MZ berumur 28 tahun, ie tahun yg sama MZ bergelar isteri (ie kebetulan 2 bln lps direzekikan dpt jd staff UIA)...masa ni berat MZ 49 kg (beria jaga berat badan zmn bujang, siap join gym lagi (gym tu kat area Ong Tai Kim Jln Gombak)

salam 30 december....

esok adalah hari terakhir utk tahun 2022...

Once in a while into the scene

sekali sekala terjebak dgn challenge yg viral kat socmed

#howmuchhaveyouchangedchallenge

panjang betul nama challenge tu....kena amik gmbr profle kat FB...gmbr solo...compare yg the oldest dan the latest solo profile pic

2007 tu memang tahun MZ 1st time create dan start berFB ie masa dok notts (fly to notts sept 2009)

then utk thn 2021, tak de profile pic solo sbb memang FB MZ masih menggunakan profile pic thn lps (gmbr masa day trip to taman tasik taiping) --how much i miss to travel....

salam hari sabtu

have a happy weekend everyone!

Back to school...finally

KPM dh buat pengumuman that school will be opened from 1st march for standard one ie my razeen lah tu..so nak kena gi beli bj sek utk razeen...ko-op alhuda bukak ari selasa nanti

ariff plak start sek 8 mac, pun lom beli bj sek lg..suar sek dh beli kat tesco (brand canggih)

zharfan lmbt lg bukak sek april, so rilex2 dulu psl beli bj sek tu

anyway, td ada FB throwback...ada video zharfan main snow masa kat notts...ni thn 2010 rasanya... ie masa zharfan umur 5 tahun..so tepek kat sinilah..segalanya memori manis masa dok notts many2 years ago

Down the memory lane

cherish the moment while it lasts...bila ianya dh jd memori, pastikan ianya sesuatu yg indah utk dikenang

so 'down the memory lane' tu bermaksud

If you say that someone is taking a walk or trip down memory lane, you mean that they are talking, writing, or thinking about something that happened to them a long time ago

kehidupan ni nottingham adalah salah satu fasa yg sentiasa mekar di hati

so kdg2 terasa terpanggil utk mengimbas kembali...dan jari2 pantas meng-google..

sentiasa tersemat dlm hati, utk visit kembali tempat yg kami sekeluarga duduki selama setahun setengah ie dec 2009-apr 2011 (myself alone 2 tahun sbb i was also there from sept 2007-march 2008)...

both MZ dan mr hubby memang tak leh move on dgn this tempat mkn...betul2 both of us have taste yg sama...memang kami kerap lah mkn2 kat sini...kdg2 dine in, kdg2 tapau....

screenshot from old entries

ni plak surprise from mr hubby..masa 6th wedding anniv...kat sana flower bouquet tu sgt senang didapati dan harga relatively murahhhhh...(one of the reasons kenapa kami merindui kehidupan di sana)

salam hari sabtu

pray for a better life, always

#covid19pleasegoaway

Antik, unik

it's friday...penghulu segala hari..hari ni MZ work from home jer (WFH), last 2 days memang busy attend workshop kat IIUM main hall (ICC)..

selalu rindu psl kampung...kdg2 terbayang memori zmn silam..

kat umah MZ kat kampung tu ie rumah di mana MZ dibesarkan...ada few brg2 antik yg mana memang kekal utuh in its original form/design...

ni suis lampu..antik

ni set suis2 termasuk suis kipas kat ruang tamu

ni almari solek/dressing table..letak kat ruang solat jer ni sbb dlm setiap bilik dh ada set bilik tidur (yg lebih moden)

ni part of bahagian dlm umah...i really miss this home..moga2 ada rezeki nak balik kg lagi soon insya Allah

salam jumaat al-mubarak

May Allah ease our life insya Alllah

#Day43RMO |Things that I did on my special day

today is the 1st day of PKP phase 4..sbb semlm last day of phase 3..new cases was extremely low yesterday alhamdulillah, moga2 segalanya akan kembali pulih...while adapting to new norm #mixedfeeling

so what did I do yesterday..sbb special day ie birthday...
pg2 buat rutin homeshooling my ariff & razeen
then gigih lah MZ dress up and make up utk photoshoot..guna tripod dan timer jer...semlm mendung dan hujan rintik2 dari pg lg...so bila snap2 dlm umah, jd gelap, tak cukup lighting..so gigih snap2 kat halaman umah...

then tghari...mr hubby wasup zharfan tanya mama nak kek apa, dan ckp mama tak pyh masak ari ni..so MZ gantung periuk lah semlm..

minggu ni everyday MZ ada online training utk teaching and learning...10.30-12 everyday
then sblm asar mr hubby dh balik...balik awal tu..dan tapau mcm2 fav food utk his wifey :) touching mode gitu for all his effort for me
pukul 4 pm, razeen plak ada VC session dgn cikgu educare..

so nilah kek besday utk MZ...red velvet :) zharfan & ariff pun dpt kek gak..theirs are choc indulgence

me hubby tapau set nasi biryani sbb he knows ni memang fav MZ :) alhamdulillah :)

ni popia seafood from secret recipe..also fav MZ

then FB buat throwback la plak...so melayan memori manis gitu..ni kisah birthday 10 thn lps ie 2010

ni kat riverside kat nottingham...scenery memang sgt2 cantik...kebetulan musim bunga kan..indah mcm lukisan 

 we were having bday picnic kat riverside...tapau kfc dan cupcakes tu our msian fren yg kat Notts bg..sedap sgt2

i was 10 yrs younger in this pic...rasa mcm jer kisah indah ni berlaku

so pg2 gigih share gmbr ni kat mr hubby...and list down my wishlist to be in notts again ...we have our priorities actually..so balik notts is no. 3 in the list...no 2 is hajj in mekkah...

salam ramadhan al-mubarak (6th day) - jom buat tilawah/tadarrus and khatam al-quran by end of ramadhan insya Allah